HALLOWEEN.
THE LAST EVENING I SAW MY OWN MOTHER ALIVE IN HER HOME.
THE YEAR 2012 AD.
Wednesday, October 30, 2024
WED OCT 30, 2024 -NO SLEEP LAST NIGHT!
NO SLEEP TUESDAY NIGHT INTO THIS WED MORNING.
THIS TIME I FINALLY JUST GOT UP, SHOWERED AND WENT TO LEAVE CAMP BY 6AM FOR YOGA.
COULD NOT GET OUT OF THE LOCKED CAMP GATES IN TIME.
HAD TO FINALLY TAP ON THE WINDOW OF THE SECURITY GUARD'S TRUCK TO WAKE HIM.
HE UNLOCKED THE GATES, BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO DRIVE IN A RUSH FROM WEST BROWARD TO EAST DELRAY.
TOOK A BREATH.
TOOK MY TIME.
ATTENDED THE 9:15 AM CLASS.
HAD LUNCH .
RESTED MY HEAD IN THE ELEMENT, WENT INTO A LIGHT SLEEP.
SO MUCH TO DO TODAY.
SUCH SLEEP DEPRIVATION IS DEBILITATING.
Tuesday, October 29, 2024
TUES OCT 29, 2024~ CAMPING. STRONG PAIN, YET SOME REST!
ROUGH DRAFT JUST TO RECALL
...WOKE UP A BIT AFTER MIDNIGHT.
VISITORS/SQUATTERS SEEM TO BE OUT OF THE RESTROOM, AND RESTING IN THEIR OWN VEHICLE.
I WENT TO THE RESTROOM, PREPARED FOR NIGHT SLEEP.
TOOK AN OTC COLD MED.
SLEPT ON WOODEN FLOOR W/ NO CUSHIONING.
WOKE IN PAIN SEVERAL TIMES, MOUTH DRIED OUT AS USUAL.
NO! IT'S NOT NATURAL.
MANY OF US IN USA ARE DEALING WITH BEING "COOKED" EACH NIGHT.
SOME OF US KNOW; SEE DR TENT, A CHIROPRACTOR IN MICHIGAN.
SLEEPING ON FLAT/ OR HARD-FLOOR SURFACES WAS ALWAYS FAIRLY EASY FOR ME, EVEN IN RECENT PAST.
NOW, AFTER THIS HIT BY A CAR, THE RECENT MONTHS...
NOT ONLY AM I THINNER,
I DEAL WITH OUT-OF-WACK PAIN,
SINCE BEING HIT BY THE CAR DRIVEN BY THE OLD MAN FROM NEW YORK STATE.
NEVER, EVER Have I had any pain in the sacrum area of my body.
Just too tired to deal w/ communicating with lawyers, attorneys.
Especially worse since meeting the covert networks operating all around us.
FACTS are facts.
YET, I BET , AND KNOW, THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE, OF ALL WALKS, INCLUDING LAWYERS, ATTORNEYS AND LESS CORRUPTED COURTS, AND JUDGES WHO WILL ASSIST ME TO MAKE PROPER LEGAL CLAIMS...
IT'S ALL A GAME ...I JUST NEVER QUITE KNEW THIS...
SOME INSIDE THE SYSTEMS KNOW WHAT IS BEING DONE, AND DO ASSIST TO DO MORE CORRECT ACTIONS.
Monday, October 28, 2024
MON OCT 28, 2024- TOOK THE LATE CHECK OUT, AS WAS PLANNED...
SUNDAY NIGHT, LAST NIGHT, I FELL ASLEEP INTO THAT ODD "PASS OUT" MODE.
IT'S GOOD, YET THEN I WOKE IN WEE HOURS.
COULD NOT GO BACK TO SLEEP.
ROUGH NIGHT AFTER I WOKE!
ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I NEEDED TO PACK, AND REORGANIZE THE VEHICLE CONTENTS!
STAYED UP A FEW HOURS, TRIED TO FORCE MYSELF TO GO BACK TO SLEEP/ REST.
ALL SO I COULD HAVE A MORE FRUITFUL PRODUCTIVE MONDAY!
MAYBE IT'S BETTER, OR BEST TO JUST GET UP...
ACCOMPLISH MY TASKS,
AND THEN, AS NECESSARY, AIM TO NAP.
Sunday, October 27, 2024
SUN OCT 27, 2024 -HOTEL -drive to ANUTTARA YOGA TO VISIT
STILL AT HOTEL FOR A BIT.
CLEANSE, PURIFICATION.
3pm. Anuttara Raja Yoga Teacher Training Intro/ orientation... to see how it feels now.
Saturday, October 26, 2024
SAT OCT 26, 2024- HEALTH, STRENGTH inspiration for today, from 1938
Sri Tirumalai Krishnamacharya, 1938
Besides the dances, I'd like to know more of such comparable practices in GREECE and during THE WHOLE OF ANCIENT, CLASSICAL GREECE ERA.
...And the era of the ROMAN EMPIRE too.
Thought I'd find out MORE ON GREECE while taking courses, practicing, studying RAJA YOGA in 2023.
NOT YET.
I think more facts will be rolling out very soon!
Friday, October 25, 2024
SAT OCT 26, 2024- AT HOTEL
BROKEN SLEEP STILL.
1- 4 HOUR PERIOD OF SLEEP.
1 - 2-3 HOUR PERIOD OF SLEEP.
EASING INTO MORE RESTFUL STATE DURING PERIODS OF "SLEEP".
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HOT WATER IN MORNING
Thursday, October 24, 2024
FRI OCT 25, 2024- NOT SURE WHAT NEXT ON THIS FRIDAY- STILL AT HOTEL
THANKFULLY, I STAYED AT HOTEL PROPERTY LAST NIGHT TODAY.
IT IS FOR THE BEST.
THIS PLACE IS LOCATED NEAR THE LOCAL FBO. / AIRPORT.
THERE IS A HOMELAND S. OFFICE WITHIN THIS LOCAL AIRPORT, PLUS A US CUSTOM'S OFFICE.
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BEFORE BREAKFAST, I SLOWLY DRANK A FEW LITERS OF HOT WATER THIS MORNING.
CUP BY CUP, MADE EASIER BY THE HOT WATER IN THE BREAKFAST NOOK.
IN BETWEEN I WALKED OUTSIDE TO STRETHC, DO A BIT OF YOGA MOVEMENTS.
STAYED IN,
DETOX BATH.
FINISHED DRINKING SEA SALT WATER FOR THE DAY.
HAVE BEEN SO DRAINED RECENT 10 OR SO DAYS.
WENT OUTSIDE FOR SUNSET.
OBVIOUS CHEM-TRAILS MARKED THE SKIES.
BACK IN FOR CLEANSE.
LAUNDRY ON PREMISES.
LATE DINNER.
THURS OCT 24, 2024- MAY LEAVE HOTEL- NO PUBLIC YOGA PRACTICE
NO YOGA TODAY.
PACKING, ORGANIZING.
I DRANK SOME CAFFEINE TO ASSIST IN CLARITY, THOUGH I TRY TO AVOID IT,
LAST MINUTE WORKING ON MY TECH / EMAILS/ X ETC,
WHILE I HAVE A PEACEFUL SPOT.
ISOLATED, ONE IS FORCED TO GO TO PUBLIC INTERNET FOR ENGAGEMENT.
And then, one's internet is manipulated, managed in deleterious ways.
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STAYED AT THE HOTEL FOR NOW.
Tuesday, October 22, 2024
WED OCT 23, 2024- IN HOTEL PROPERTY ALL DAY!
I DID NOT EVEN GO DOWN TO THE FRONT DESK.
THERE IS NO ACTIVE HOUSE PHONE IN THE ROOM.
AGAIN, MY CELLPHONE WOULD NOT ALLOW ME TO CALL DOWN TO THE FRONT DESK.
REQUIRED ROOM REFRESH.
IT HELPED TOP STAY IN!
DETOX BATH.
HAD FOOD IN ROOM.
Monday, October 21, 2024
TUES OCT 22, 2024- NO PUBLIC YOGA PRACTICE. STILL STAING AT HOTEL- BOCA
AT HOTEL,
WAKING WITH HEADACHE PAIN MIDDLE OF NIGHT, AND EACH MORNING HERE.
STILL IN NEED OF SOME SERIOUS REAL, AND DEEP HEALING SLEEP.
THE DESK KID MANY WELL BE AUGMENTED AND UNDER REMOTE MANAGEMENT.
Sunday, October 20, 2024
Thursday, October 17, 2024
SAT OCT 19, 2024-
1:50am Draft of today's blog.
Difficulty going to sleep.
MINE YOUR HEARBEAT?
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Video for grown-ups to see as long as it stays up.
After decades of verification, I still watch for simpler ways to let people know that their world has changed.
https://rumble.com/v5hni65-the-how-5by5.html?e9s=src_v1_upp
skip through ads.
best to consider the message even if the messenger is not to your taste.
FRI OCT 18, 2024- painful overnight- HOTEL
OUT EARLY TO STORE FOR SALAD, WATERS.
WALKED THROUGH STORES
DID SOME EMAILS, MEDIA.
BACK TO REST.
DEHYDRATED/COOKED MOUTH LAST NIGHT AND EVERY NIGHT.
IT IS WORSE NOW.
IT'S DEFINITELY NOT "NATURAL.>
PAIN IN SKULL, HEAD, EYES, MOUTH.
TINNITUS, SHRILL RINGING TONES CONSTANT.
SMALL PAIN EVEN IN EAR NOW.
MADE IT THROUGH THE NIGHT W/ small periods of slight rest.
Sunday, October 13, 2024
THURS OCT 17, 2024 -HOTEL- PAIN OVERNIGHT
VERY BAD HEAD PAIN OVERNIGHT.
ON TOP OF NEEDING REST, HYDRATION...
IT WAS BROUGHT ON PROBABLY BY THE RATHER AWFUL FOOD FROM WHOLE FOODS.
NOT SURE WHY PEOPLE PAY EXTRA FOR SUCH.
MAYBE THE WHOLE FOODS FRESH FOODS ARE BETTER? THE ANIMAL PRODUCTS?
BETTER TO HAVE STAYED IN HOTEL AND RESTED.
WHICH I WILL DO TONIGHT.
WED OCT 16, 2024- HOTEL
RESTED.
FELT SOMEWHAT BETTER.
EVENING: WENT OUT TO WHOLE FOODS.
BAD, BAD HEAD PAIN OVERNIGHT.
TREATED WITH HOT/COLD SHOWER. AND BATH.
NEED THE MMS FOR SURE.
Saturday, October 12, 2024
TUES OCT 15, 2024- PUBLIC YOGA PRACTICE- CHECKED INTO HOTEL
NO REAL REST OR SLEEP OVERNIGHT.
WENT TO HOT YOGA
YESTERDAY, TODAY TOO? PRACTICED NEAR A PERSON THAT I FELT STRONGLY I SHOULD MOVE AWAY FROM.
THIS SENSE HAPPENS OTHER TIMES AS WELL.
I FIGHT TO KEEP THIS SQUELCHED.
BUT IT'S WAYYY PAST TIME TO PAY ATTENTION AGAIN TO INBORN WISDOM.
MOVING SLOWER THAN USUSAL.
TOOK MY TIME.
FEELING FEVER ALL OF A SUDDEN.
WENT TO REST IN HOTEL AWAY FROM PEOPLE.
THANKS TO ASSIST FROM SIS G.
Friday, October 11, 2024
MON OCT 14, 2024- MORNING PUBLIC PRACTICE
SOME ODD "REST" LAST NIGHT.
HELPFUL TO PRACTICE YOGA.
MORNING YOGA PRACTICE. JULIE AS TEACHER.
USUSAL QUICK ERRANDS AFTER CLASS.
DROVE TO SEE C, TO HELP HER. C AND B DO NOT HAVE A CAR RIGHT NOW.
SHE IS MAKING HER PHONE CALLS ETC.
TOLD C I'D WAIT UNTIL SHE NEEDS TO GO ON ERRAND.
DROVE TO SPEED QUEEN LAUNDRY SPOT.
DID ONE SMALLER LOAD.
DON'T LIKE TO HAVE WET/DAMP ITEMS IN CAR.
SUN OCT 13, 2024 10am YOGA PRACTICE- 90 MINUTES- BENEFICIAL
VISITED B & C LAST EVENING.
WENT TO REST A BIT TOO LATE.
UP FOR THE 10 AM CLASS INSTEAD OF THE 8AM.
HILARY A TEACHER I RARELY PRACTICE WITH.
BLESSING TO HAVE THE BRIEF FOOT WALK PRESSURE AT THE END OF CLASS.
I HAVE BEEN HAVING CRAMPING IN FEET. MOVING LOTS OF "ENERGY"--
MOST
LIKELY RELATED ALSO TO THE "TARGETING." (AND OR THE AUTO HIT.)
THE SICKOS WHO MONITOR ME PUT IN THEIR "ADS" INTO VIDEOS I VIEW TO LET ME KNOW.
Wednesday, October 9, 2024
SAT OCT 12, 2024 - MORNING PRACTICE
ONLY ABOUT 3-4 HOURS OF 'REST."
10AM PRACTICE. 90 MINUTES.
SATURDAYS WITH SYLVIA ARE MUCH APPRECIATED.
SHOWERED.
MY ENERGY WAS CLEAR, STEADY, I CONSIDERED STAYING FOR NOON.
I DID NOT STAY AS I HAD WORK TO DO.
I ATE SOME LUNCH SO AS NOT TO LOSE MORE WEIGHT.
FELT OK,
AIMED TO DO ERRANDS ETC.
BUT THEN NEEDED A REST PERIOD.
ONLY DID A VERY LITTLE OF MY OWN ORGANIZING WORK.
SOME CORRESPONDENCE ETC.
FRI OCT 11, 2024- SKIPPED MORNING YOGA PRACTICE- 4PM PRACTICE
I WOKE UP EARLY IN THE ELEMENT AND THOUGHT IT WAS SATURDAY!
THE SATURDAY MORNING PRACTICE SCHEDULE IS : 8AM AND 10:00 AM.
I DECIDED TO GO TO 10AM.
THEN ABOUT 9:30 AM I REALIZED TODAY IS FRIDAY.
SIGH.
WEEKLY CLASSES ARE AT 6:30AM, 9:15AM, AND NOON.
I DECIDED TO SKIP NOON CLASS TODAY.
I GUESS THAT SLEEP DEPRIVATION IS CATCHING UP AGAIN.
ATTENDED A 4PM CLASS.
APPRECIATE THE TEACHER.
BUT IT WAS ONLY A 60 MIN CLASS. NOT REALLY ENOUGH TIME FOR ME.
MY DOUBLE DAILY PRACTICES IN PAST DAYS ARE ARE REALLY HELPING IN SOME WAYS.
SPEED QUEEN.
ERNESTO WALKED UP AND GREETED ME.
UNIQUE PERSON FROM NYC AND C, SA.
Tuesday, October 8, 2024
THURS OCT 10, 2024- BIKRAM HOT YOGA PRACTICE DOUBLE
PRACTICE IN MORNING AND IN LATER AFTERNOON.
DOUBLE YOGA PRACTICE.
WED, 0CT 9, 2024- PUBLIC YOGA PRACTICE
NOT MUCH SLEEP. DOZED A LITTLE IN WEE HOURS.
UP EARLY 5AM.
DROVE TO BIKRAM STUDIO/SCHOOL.
PRACTICE AT 6:45 AM- FOR 90 MINUTES.
VERY HELPFUL. AND CYNDY ASSISTED FOR A FEW MINUTES AFTERWARD.
SHOWERED, DRESSED.
WAS GOING TO TAKE THE 9:15 NEXT TO WORK OUT THE PAIN.
DECIDED NOT TO.
AFTER CLASS I DRANK MY SALT WATERS.
WAITED A BIT...THEN DRANK A LITTLE VEGAN SMOOTHIE WITH PROTEIN AND MCT COCONUT, COCONUT CREAM, ETC.
I NEVER HAVE THESE STORE BOUGHT DRINKS.
IT SEEMED TO WORK WELL FOR ME TODAY.
PULLED OVER IN PARKING LOT AND NAPPED IN CAR FOR ABOUT AN HOUR.
TUES, OCT 8, 2024- AT CAMPGROUNDS - PRE-FEMA CAMP PRACTICE- HURRICANE MILTON
WOKE AT CAMPGROUNDS.
THE TINNITUS IS CONSTANT AS ALWAYS FOR MANY YEARS NOW.
THE SHRILL SOUND VARIES IN VOLUME, PITCH AND TONE.
TO ME, WAKING NEAR THE OPEN AIR AND NATURE IS STILL LOVELY, AND MUCH HEALTHIER FOR MY CONSTITUTION, BETTER THAN CONDOMINIUM LIFE.
TODAY THEY TOOK DOWN ALL THE CANVAS/NETTING ETC OF THE TENTS.
LEAVING UP THE PLATFORMS.
YESTERDAY I TOLD THE CAMPGROUND EMPLOYEES THEAT WE NEEDED SOME SHARP BEDOUINS TO ASSIST IN TENT BREAKDOWN, AND RE-CONSTRUCT.
THEY LITERALLY ALL SMILED!
OFTEN THEY ARE ALL MORE TACITURN.
I HAD BROKEN SLEEP DIFFICULT NIGHT OF SLEEP, AS IS USUAL, AND VARIED.
CAMPGROUNDS WILL CLOSE DOWN TODAY.
I SAW SOME OF THE THE DISMANTLING OF THE TENTS ON PLATFORMS.
WANTED TO INFORM MYSELF IN CASE I HAVE SIMILAR TENTS ON MY OWN PROPERTIES/LANDS.
SKIPPED PUBLIC YOGA PRACTICE.
VERY POOR DIGESTION DAY.
RE-ORGANIZED ETC.
PICKED UP WATERS FOR MYSELF AND FRIENDS AS I WENT.
DROVE TOWARDS AND INTO PALM BEACH COUNTY.
TO LAUNDROMAT TO CLEAN YOGA AND BATH TOWELS ETC.
DROPPED OFF THE WATER AT THE HOUSE OF C + B.
DIGESTION AND CORE STILL UPSET.
NEEDED TO REST.
Tuesday, October 1, 2024
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