Friday, March 18, 2022

PECULIAR, I'VE BEEN POSTING TO THE WRONG BLOG

 I  Must have switched and not noticed.

THOUGHT THAT I HAD BEEN POSTING TO MY BORN AGAIN CHRISTIAN BLOG

Thursday, March 17, 2022

THURS. MARCH 17, 2022- BROKEN SLEEP, BUT SOME REST

 I THINK THE YOUNG PEOPLE NEXT DOOR LEFT YESTERDAY.

9 PM LAST NIGHT I LAID DOWN TO REST.

WOKE AFTER MIDNIGHT.

BAD, BAD HEADACHES, PAIN.

DID CLEANSE. WAITED.

HAD TO TAKE DYE FREE ADVIL.

UP TIL 3:30 AM APPROX.'

RESTED TIL DAYLIGHT.


Wednesday, March 16, 2022

WED MARCH 16, 2022- VERY LITTLE REST/ SLEEP- CALLED 911

DIFFICULT NIGHT.

UP UNTIL 5AM APPROX. Noises from people in next room. And knock on my door.



SLEEP DEPRIVATION CONTINUES.

TO BED, REST.

PEOPLE NEXT DOOR, TV, OR OTHER. ALL NIGHT LONG.

THEN ARRIVED  RUNNING VEHICLE, IN FRONT OF THE BUILDING, WITH A PERSON INSIDE.

1:25-1:20 AM APPROX- SOMEONE BEGAN KNOCKING ON MY DOOR.

KNOCKING ON DOOR MORE THAN ONCE.

I SPOKE THROUGH THE UNOPENED DOOR, TO ASK WHAT,? WHO?

NO REPLY FROM THE PERSON KNOCKING.

SHAKING IN MY HANDS.

CALLED 911.

SPOKE.

WAITED.

LOOKED OUT WINDOW TO SEE THE WHITE CAR HAD LEFT.

ANOTHER VEHICLE WAS IN THE DRIVEWAY.

CALLED AND SPOKE WITH 911 OPERATOR AGAIN.

SHE SAID DEPUTY HAD BEEN THERE LOOKED AROUND THE PROPERTY.


Tuesday, March 15, 2022

TUES. MARCH 15, 2022

 SOME CLARITY.

DIFFICULT NIGHT.

PUT ON SHIELDING BY MIDNIGHT APPROX.

WAS ABLE TO REST , BUT LIGHTLY,  ONLY SOME.

AWOKEN/AWAKENED  SEVERAL TIMES.

PEOPLE IN ROOM NEXT DOOR.


Monday, March 14, 2022

MON, MARCH 14, 2022- SKULL IN PAIN- TOP LEFT SIDE

 SKULL IS BEING HAMMERED DAILY, AND NIGHTLY, OVERNIGHT.

 TONE, RINGING IS INTENSE

PASS OUT MODE AT TIMES, WHERE I GO TO REST AND DO NOT PUT ON MY SHIELDING.

EVEN WITH SHIELDING IT IS STILL CONSTANT,

THE SHIELDING LESSENS IT A LITTLE

Saturday, March 12, 2022

SAT MARCH 12, 2022- ROUGH NIGHT


NOISE, LOUD TALKING,  STRANGE SOUNDS, ETC FROM NEXT ROOM- MARSEILLES.

WOKE UP AT 1:30 AM APPROX.

STAYED UP.

STUDIED, READ ONLINE TIL ABOUT SUNRISE.

RESTED SOME.

THIS IS NOT HEALTHY


Friday, March 11, 2022

FRI MARCH 11, 2022 AD/ CE - LONG DAYS/NIGHTS/ JENSEN BEACH, FL / BEAUTIFUL RAIN/ ERRAND WITH CAROL

 STOP. PLEASE STOP, UNLESS YOU ARE HELPING TO MAKE MY LIFE SAFE, AND BETTER.

HACKERs, PERPS, PENETRATION TESTERS AND OR WHOMEVER 

ARE EACH AND ALL VARIOUSLY 

ATTACKING, BROACHING,  MY OLD SAMSUNG  ANDROID CELLPHONE

AND IPHONE TOO...

ALL PROVABLE...

 torturing, terrorizing fellow people,

 WHY DO PEOPLE DO SUCH ACTIONS? WHY WOULD PEOPLE CREATE COMPUTER PROGRAMS TO DO SUCH ACTIONS?

ARE THERE TYPES OF HUMAN/ MONSTER/ MIXTURES.


NO MATTER THE WEALTH CERTAIN PEOPLE ARE BORN TO, INHERITED, AND OR EARNED...

SOME DO NEVER BECOME FINER, NOBLER PEOPLE.

SOME PEOPLE SEEM TO DEGRADE.

AND OR THEY ARE TAKEN OVER MENTALLY. AND CHOOSE TO ACT IN PERVERSE WAYS, AGAINST LIFE ITSELF.

WEALTHY , MIDDLE AND POOR NOW ARE PROVING TO BE ABLE TO DO "GOOD".

YET ALL CLASSES OF PEOPLE CAN BE, AND ARE NOW LOW LEVEL PERPS/ PERPETRATORS OF DAMAGES UPON UNSUSPECTING FELLOW PEOPLE.  

MOST CARE LESS...

GAMERS, 

PLAYING FOR

QUICK WINS...

THEY GET POINTS, DIGITAL FRACTIONS OF INVISIBLE GAME COINS( ie the  chucky cheese crap coins some youngsters were raised on) .

PLAY BOTH- ALL SIDES!!

GREY

PURPLE.

SELLING OUT TO EITHER AND OR BOTH SIDES TO "WIN".

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 BEAUTIFUL CLEANSING RAINS  TODAY FRIDAY. LATE AFTERNOON.

I WENT OUT WALKED A FEW MINUTES IN THE RAIN.

CLEANED UP THE MANY FALLEN PALM FRONDS. STACKED THEM WHERE THE NEIGHBOR SUGGESTED TO ME ON THURSDAY.

CAROL CAME BY WENT TO GET CERTAIN NECESSITIES.

WM STORE DID NOT HAVE SEVERAL OF  MY BASIC NEEDS.

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WALKED OVER TO TAKO TIKKI.

HAD A LATER DINNER.

PLANNED TO REST WELL



Thursday, March 10, 2022

THURS MARCH 10, 2022- STRANGE LOUD NOISES, COMINGS AND GOING ALL NITE IN ROOM NEXT DOOR

STILL AT THE "OLD TILTON HOUSE INN,  JENSEN BEACH FLORIDA.

PAIN, HEADACHE.

BROKEN SLEEP, UP AT APPROX 1AM.


THIS HAS GONE ON FOR A COUPLE NIGHTS NOW. WITH THE YOUNG MAN NEXT DOOR.


ALL DAY, AND AT NIGHT, VOICES, TV, OTHER STRANGE  SOUNDS, MOANING AS IF SOMEONE IS IN PAIN.

ALL LAST  NITE, IN ROOM NEXT DOOR, COMINGS AND GOINGS. VOICES, TV OR SUCH?




Tuesday, March 8, 2022

TUES MARCH 8, 2022- WOKE FEELING ODD, SPACEY

VERY UNUSUAL SENSATION!

UN- GROUNDED LIKE.

LATER HAD NAUSEA, MOTION SICKNESS? VESTIBULAR? 

UP SHOWERED, WASHED HAIR.

WENT OUT AND HAD BREAKFAST.

AMAZING LITTLE SURPRISE AT THE DINER.

THE FELLOW WHOSE PHOTO I HAD SNAPPED AT THE WINN DIXIE FOR LATER SKETCHING,

WAS THE CHEF AT THE DINER WHO PREPPED MY BREAKFAST.

HIS GIRLFRIEND WAS ONE OF THE WAITRESSES.

I DON'T KNOW, PERHAPS THEY OWN THE DINER.

Saturday, March 5, 2022

FRIDAY, MARCH 4, 2022- bicycle to grocery- HAD odd convo w/ attorney- ROUGH DRAFT

HAD odd convo w/ attorney. 

THE MAN WORKES ON COMPUTER 10 HOURS A DAY HE TOLD ME.

SIGH. HE IS ALSO AN ACCOUNTANT.

GOOD MINDS TAKEN OVER.

 TOO TIRED TO TYPE TODAY.

SO I HAMMER OUT A FEW NOTES HERE.

ALL CONVOS AND INTERACTIONS WITH LAWYERS, ATTORNEYS, JUDGES ETC ARE STRANGER AND STRANGER!! 

ADD IN SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE COMPLETELY UNAWARE, AND OR HANDLED BY OUTSIDE HOLDERS OF THEIR "MENTAL STATES", BRAIN, NERVOUS SYSTEM, VESTIBULAR SYSTEM...SOME , OR MAN EVEN HACVE THEIR BODILY FUNCTIONS BEING REMOTELY MONITORED AND MANIPULATED...

THE "LEGAL/ LAW SAVVY  MINDSETS"...

TO BE ABLE TO  TWIST FACTS, 

RE-WRITE COMPLETELY THE FACTS AND TRUTHS,

 MAKES FOR MANY ADULT MEN( MOSTLY MALES STILL)... 

IN CONFLICT WITH THEMSELVES, THEIR MINDS, BODIES, "SPIRIT" AND THE WORLD.

SOME LIKE IT, ENJOY THEIR POWERS !

 SOME KNOW DARN WELL WHAT THEY DO ! SOME DO NOT KNOW.

THIS WIRELESS MENTAL STATE MANAGEMENT IS DONE TO MANY AMONG THE MASSES, AND  IT'S PROFOUNDLY DONE, ACROSS THE BOARD ALMOST IT SEEMS,  TO SOME OF THE ATTORNEYS/ TWISTERS, TURNERS OF TRUTH.

IT'S A GAME.

SAT MARCH 5, 2022- NOT MUCH SLEEP- IT SHOWS- A BIT OF PERSONAL SLEEP DEPRIVATION HISTORY

 WAKE IN MIDDLE OF NIGHT.

ITS A SAFETY ISSUE, ALL MY LIFE.

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FINALLY WAS ABLE T0 SLEEP ONCE I LEFT HOME...BY 18.

NATURAL SLEEP, CHALK IT UP TO LESS OF A NEED TO BE ON GUARD AGAINST ABUSE, AND THE CONSTANT  INEXPLICABLE "SPYING", TATTLING, BY SIBLINGS, AND ANY OTHER COUSINS WHO MOTHER USED.

I NOW KNOW THAT THIS USE OF OTHER CHILDREN  CALLED "FLYING MONKEES" AGAINST A CHOSEN SCAPEGOAT, IS PART OF GREATER PROGRAMS LONG RUNNING IN USA/ THE MODERN WORLD. CANADA TOO AS FAR AS I CAN FIND OUT. 

SEARCH:  SH-P A WOMAN NAMED BOBBIE, as i recall. 

ANYONE WHO MIGHT READ THIS, AND DOUBT IT, WILL HAVE TO DO THEIR OWN RESEARCH ON THIS. 

IT'S AN ERA AND TIME FOR FACT FINDING. 

 I WAS LIKELY PART OF EARLY REMOTE MONITORING. MY MOTHER UNDER HER OWN CERTAIN MENTAL CONTROL. 

I KNOW THAT MOTHER AND HER FAMILY WERE MARKED FOR VARIOUS EXPERIMENTATION.

AS WERE OTHER FAMILIES AND GROUPS WHO WERE MOVED INTO THE NEW CITIES WITH ELECTRICITY/ RADIO COMMUNICATIONS.

SEE THE BOOK "SLAUGHTER OF CITIES"- BY E MICHAEL JONES. THERE ARE ALSO VIDEOS OF HIS PRESENTATIONS ABOUT THE BOOK AND HIS RESEARCH ON THIS SUBJECT OF SOCIAL ENGINEERING, ETC.

 BY LATE 1920'S INTO  1930'S SO MUCH WAS GOING ON ALREADY, IN RELATION TO THE OCCLUDED PHYSICS, HEALTH OF THE LIVING PEOPLE.

IT WILL FLOOR PEOPLE WHO STILL HAVE ABILITIES  THINK MUCH OF THIS THROUGH.

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THEN, BY MY LATE 20'S DUE TO HAVING TAKEN A POSITION WHERE I HAD TO WORK INTO THE WEE HOURS, I HAD SLEEP DEPRIVATION BEGIN.

BROKEN SLEEP, CONSTANT NEED TO STAY ON GUARD, ALERT,

MUST HAVE BEEN FOR MOMMY AND HER SISTER, LIKELY ALL 4 SISTERS.

NATURAL FOR WOMEN TO WAKE IN TIMES OF CONFLICT, CHRONIC LIFELONG THREATENING SITUATIONS.

I HAD REPRIEVES AT TIMES.

SOUGHT WAYS TO ACCOMPLISH THIS,

STILL VERY GLAD,  THANK-FULL  I MADE IT THROUGH THIS LIFETIME OF HAZINGS.

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I HAD SOME SAFER YEARS, AND ABILITY TO SLEEP FOR ABOUT 9-10 YEARS DURING MY WORK AND STUDIES. MOSTLY AWAY FROM SOUTH FLORIDA.

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THEN CAME MY MOTHER'S NEAR DEATH ACCIDENT. 

AND THEN A FEW YEARS LATER, MARRIAGE.

 AT FIRST PEACEFUL ENOUGH, THOUGH I'D GET HORRIBLE JOINT PAIN AT TIMES.

I WORKED ON THE HEALTH OF MY HUSBAND AND MYSELF.

THEN CAME THE VERY REAL INEXPLICABLE, CONFUSING TORTURE.

AND BROKEN SLEEP, AND WORSE.