SAT MARCH 5, 2022- NOT MUCH SLEEP- IT SHOWS- A BIT OF PERSONAL SLEEP DEPRIVATION HISTORY

 WAKE IN MIDDLE OF NIGHT.

ITS A SAFETY ISSUE, ALL MY LIFE.

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FINALLY WAS ABLE T0 SLEEP ONCE I LEFT HOME...BY 18.

NATURAL SLEEP, CHALK IT UP TO LESS OF A NEED TO BE ON GUARD AGAINST ABUSE, AND THE CONSTANT  INEXPLICABLE "SPYING", TATTLING, BY SIBLINGS, AND ANY OTHER COUSINS WHO MOTHER USED.

I NOW KNOW THAT THIS USE OF OTHER CHILDREN  CALLED "FLYING MONKEES" AGAINST A CHOSEN SCAPEGOAT, IS PART OF GREATER PROGRAMS LONG RUNNING IN USA/ THE MODERN WORLD. CANADA TOO AS FAR AS I CAN FIND OUT. 

SEARCH:  SH-P A WOMAN NAMED BOBBIE, as i recall. 

ANYONE WHO MIGHT READ THIS, AND DOUBT IT, WILL HAVE TO DO THEIR OWN RESEARCH ON THIS. 

IT'S AN ERA AND TIME FOR FACT FINDING. 

 I WAS LIKELY PART OF EARLY REMOTE MONITORING. MY MOTHER UNDER HER OWN CERTAIN MENTAL CONTROL. 

I KNOW THAT MOTHER AND HER FAMILY WERE MARKED FOR VARIOUS EXPERIMENTATION.

AS WERE OTHER FAMILIES AND GROUPS WHO WERE MOVED INTO THE NEW CITIES WITH ELECTRICITY/ RADIO COMMUNICATIONS.

SEE THE BOOK "SLAUGHTER OF CITIES"- BY E MICHAEL JONES. THERE ARE ALSO VIDEOS OF HIS PRESENTATIONS ABOUT THE BOOK AND HIS RESEARCH ON THIS SUBJECT OF SOCIAL ENGINEERING, ETC.

 BY LATE 1920'S INTO  1930'S SO MUCH WAS GOING ON ALREADY, IN RELATION TO THE OCCLUDED PHYSICS, HEALTH OF THE LIVING PEOPLE.

IT WILL FLOOR PEOPLE WHO STILL HAVE ABILITIES  THINK MUCH OF THIS THROUGH.

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THEN, BY MY LATE 20'S DUE TO HAVING TAKEN A POSITION WHERE I HAD TO WORK INTO THE WEE HOURS, I HAD SLEEP DEPRIVATION BEGIN.

BROKEN SLEEP, CONSTANT NEED TO STAY ON GUARD, ALERT,

MUST HAVE BEEN FOR MOMMY AND HER SISTER, LIKELY ALL 4 SISTERS.

NATURAL FOR WOMEN TO WAKE IN TIMES OF CONFLICT, CHRONIC LIFELONG THREATENING SITUATIONS.

I HAD REPRIEVES AT TIMES.

SOUGHT WAYS TO ACCOMPLISH THIS,

STILL VERY GLAD,  THANK-FULL  I MADE IT THROUGH THIS LIFETIME OF HAZINGS.

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I HAD SOME SAFER YEARS, AND ABILITY TO SLEEP FOR ABOUT 9-10 YEARS DURING MY WORK AND STUDIES. MOSTLY AWAY FROM SOUTH FLORIDA.

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THEN CAME MY MOTHER'S NEAR DEATH ACCIDENT. 

AND THEN A FEW YEARS LATER, MARRIAGE.

 AT FIRST PEACEFUL ENOUGH, THOUGH I'D GET HORRIBLE JOINT PAIN AT TIMES.

I WORKED ON THE HEALTH OF MY HUSBAND AND MYSELF.

THEN CAME THE VERY REAL INEXPLICABLE, CONFUSING TORTURE.

AND BROKEN SLEEP, AND WORSE.