Friday, July 14, 2023

FRIDAY JULY 14, 2023

 IT'S ALMOST MIDNIGHT, 

FINALLY FEELING A LITTLE LIGHTER.

THURS JULY 13, 2023

 ESPECIALLY DIFFICULT DAYS AND NIGHTS SINCE JULY 4, 2023.

MORE CLEAN, HEALING SLEEP IS NECESSARY.

SLEEP DIFFICULT WITH THE CONSTANT HIGH PITCHED SCREECHING IN MY SKULL.

REQUIRE AS  WELL AS MY PHYSICAL PRACTICES, 

CLEAN NOURISHMENT. 

FRESH AIR.

 IT'S STIFLING HEAT IN FLORIDA. 

IT'S AS IF PEOPLE ARE UNDER  SPELLS.

EVEN THE OUTWARDLY HEALTHY PEOPLE I SEE AT YOGA, OR IN FITNESS CLOTHING.


Tuesday, July 11, 2023

TUES JULY 10, 2023-

 WOKE W/ HEAD PAIN AS IF A LARGE BEAM THROUGH WAS GOING THROUGH IT.

LASTED ALL DAY.

Saturday, July 8, 2023

SAT JULY 8, 2023-

 BROKEN SLEEP EVERY NIGHT STILL.

MAKE THE BEST OF THESE NIGHTS WITH RESEARCH, STUDY, AND SOME WRITING

Thursday, July 6, 2023

SAT JULY 1, 2023- DRAINING OF ENERGY

 COULD NOT GO OUT, LITERALLY.

VOMITING BEGAN WHEN?

COULDN'T GO OUT TO ATTEND TO ERRANDS.

THESE TIMES ARE THE ONES I NEED TO RECORD!

COULD BE RELATED TO THE HIGH TECH TARGETING.

THE WOMAN WHO WAS STAYING AS MY NEIGHBOR,  LEFT EARLIER IN THE WEEK.

LONGER STORY,

SHE  HAD TOLD ME SHE WAS A MILITARY/ GOVERNMENT PROJECT HER WHOLE LIFE!

SHE EXPLAINED THAT I WAS TOO.


FRI JUNE 30, 2023- EXHAUSTION - CALL WITH SS - NO ANDROID TABLET YET

 STILL NO PUBLIC PHYSICAL YOGA PRACTICE, 

NOR ATTENDING THE CHURCH either, SINCE MY STALKER-LIKE EXPERIENCE WITH AN UNKNOWN CHURCH MEMBER, 

AT THE 

ST. MARK'S GREEK ORTHODOX CHURCH  ON WEST YAMATO RD, IN BOCA RATON, FLORIDA. 

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EXHAUSTED, due to ususal sleep deprivation.

Yet, about 1 pm, I SPOKE W An SS PERSON OVER THE CELLPHONE.

Unproductive and strange phone call.

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THEN IT BECAME AS IF ALL ENERGY WAS DRAINING FROM MY BODY.

I PUSHED MYSELF TO ATTEND TO  GO OUT AND ATTEND TO ERRANDS.

I LIKE TO TAKE CARE OF BILLS IN PERSON AS ANY COMPUTER AND PHONE I EVER HAVE GETS HACKED, CLONED ETC.

WENT TO PHONE STORE, AND HAD CONCERNS WITH MY ACCOUNT.

I DID NOT PAY PHONE YET, AND DECIDED TO GO BACK OUT TO HANDLE THE PHONE ON SATURDAY JULY, 1, 2023.

THE CONCERN TO ADDRESS WITH MY ACCOUNT FIRST:

THE MONTH BEFORE, I HAD BEEN GIVEN A FREE ANDROID TABLET, W A NEW iphone PURCHASE.

I HAVE BEEN IN TALKS, WITH A LOCAL ARTIST, Youtuber, 

AND WE WERE IN PLANNING TO DO SOME WORK ON MY OWN PROJECTS FOR VIDEOS ETC.

I LEFT THE ANDROID TABLET WITH HIM HIS WIFE,  A COUPLE IN EAST BOCA. 

I HAD TEXTED THEM BOTH AT DIFFERENT TIMES TO ASK AFTER THE ANDROID TABLET.

THEY WERE BUSY FOR THIS MONTH. 

 NO RESPONSES.

IT MIGHT ALSO BE THE LANGUAGE BARRIER AS I DON'T WRITE OR SPEAK SPANISH.

I TEXTED, CALLED, AND THEN STOPPED BY ONE EVENING, BUT THE WOMAN OF THE HOUSE TOLD ME SHE WAS DRIVING TO HER ADULT SON'S HOUSE.

IT WAS MAYBE A LOSS OF A TOOL.  OR ?

I WANTED TO GIVE IT ONE MORE CHANCE, 

SINCE THE TABLET HAD BEEN TURNED ON AND WAS ON MY PHONE BILL.

FRIDAY HEADED BACK TO MY PLACE REST, AND STOPPED FOR GROCERIES.

ALSO SOME CHINESE FOOD, WHICH I HAVE HAD RARELY IN RECENT YEARS.

BACK TO MY PLACE EXHAUSTED.




Wednesday, June 28, 2023

WED JUNE 28, 2023 -SH PROTOCOL

STILL TRYING OUT MY MODIFIED SH PROTOCOL. 

TUESDAY, WAS HAPPY TO SEE THAT MY C. SEA SALT WAS IN STOCK AGAIN AT VITACOST.

I PLACED MY ORDER FOR C. SEA SALT, AND THE  ORDER WENT THROUGH.

TODAY, 

ALL OF A SUDDEN THE COMPANY IS SUPPOSEDLY OUT OF THE THE PRODUCT??

I CALLED VITACOST.

THE EMPLOYEE WAS PUZZLED.

WE SHALL SEE.

HAVE DEALT WITH THIS IN MANY OTHER ASPECTS OF LIFE.

FROM HOUSING TO FOODS ETC.


Thursday, June 22, 2023

THURS JUNE 22, 2023 -

 not much rest or sleep.

AS USUSAL LATELY, SORE SPOT ON LEFT SIDE OF HEAD ABOVE LEFT EAR.

Wednesday, June 21, 2023

WED JUNE 21, 2023 - STAYED IN

 SLEEP BROKEN.

BUT PUSHED MYSELF TO REST/ SLEEP IN MORNING TO ALLOW HEALING, AND NATURAL CLEANSING.

BASIC PLASMA FOR SELF-HEALERS- PROTOCOL AS USUAL  SINCE NOV 2022.

STILL NO PUBLIC YOGA PRACTICE.

TUES JUNE 20, 2023 - Another strange rainy day

 

FINALLY TOOK SOME SLEEP.

FEELING BETTER FOR THE DAY.


OUT TO OFFICE DEPOT FOR PRINTING.

Monday, June 19, 2023

MON JUNE 19, 2023 - ONLY 1 HOUR OF REST/SLEEP

MOVING LOCATION AGAIN TODAY.

NO SLEEP LAST NIGHT, 

SO I ATTENDED TO DEEPENING AND MY STUDIES AND RESEARCH.

ONLY TOOK 1 HOUR OF REST/SLEEP THIS MORNING. 

NO PUBLIC YOGA PRACTICE.

CONTINUING THE SELF-HEALING PROTOCOL.


SHOWERED AND PACKED TO LEAVE THE VRBO RENTAL.

DEPARTED THE UNIT A BIT BEFORE 10AM.


Sunday, June 18, 2023

SUN JUNE 18, 2023-

 STILL IN NE BOCA RATON. VRBO. 408 MANCHESTER ST. 

NO PUBLIC YOGA PRACTICE.

CONTINUING THE SELF-HEALING PROTOCOL.

DAY OF STUDY, RESEARCH, NOTES, EMAILS.

MUST PACK TO LEAVE RENTAL.

SAT JUNE 17, 2023

 RAINY DAY.

STILL NO PUBLIC YOGA PRACTICE.

Friday, June 16, 2023

FRI JUNE 16, 2023 -

 BROKEN UP REST AT NIGHT,

COUPLE OF HOUSR  REST/ SLEEP IN AM 

THURS JUNE 15, 2023

 WOKE UP EVERY 2 HOUSRS OR SO ,

FELT AS IF I GOR A LITTLE REST/ SLEEP

Wednesday, June 14, 2023

WED JUNE 14, 2023

DRAFT. NOT ENOUGH SLEEP.

THIS IS SO DRAINING.

BUT I PERSEVERE.

STILL ON THE SHP, SELF-HEALERS-PROTOCOL!💖

 IT WOULD BE BETTER TO KNOW HOW TO RECORD LIFE FOR MYSELF.


ABOUT NOON. 

A LADY FROM A CLEANING SERVICE FOR THIS VRBO BROUGHT SOME GREY TOWELS OVER.


TUES JUNE 13, 2023 - RAINY DAY, STAYED IN ALL DAY/NIGHT

 VERY LITTLE SLEEP OR REST.  OVERLOAD ENERGETICALLY. 

WANTED TO HEAD OUT TO PUBLIC YOGA PRACTICE, 

THOUGH I WAS  READY FOR NEXT LEVEL PRACTICE FOR AT LEAST A MONTH NOW.

HAD TO WASH ALL THE TOWELS AGAIN.

TO REMOVE THE CRAWLING, MOULTING, SQURIMING  INSECTS OFF OF ALL THE TOWELS.

PUSHED MYSELF TO BE UP, SHOWER, WASH HAIR ETC.

DRESSED.

WAS READY TO GO.

 DID NOT GO OUT.

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(STILL MAKING SENSE OF AFTER EFFECTS OF THE MEETING ON SUNDAY.  THE AFTER AFFECTS MADE THEMSELVES APPARENT. POSSIBLY HAVING ANOTHER PLEASANT, AND BUSINESS  RELATIONSHIP CHANGE DUE TO  THE WOMAN SPEAKING?

SHE WANTED TO KNOW WHERE I LIVED. 

ALMOST AN INSISTENCE TO COME TO WHERE I STAY.  MISCOMMUNICATIONS?? 

DID SHE NOT COMPREHEND OR KNOW I WAS/AM IN TRANSITION, LOOKING FOR A PLACE?)

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THE HIGH TECHNOLOGY/ FIELDS IN THIS TINY UNIT ARE OVERLOADING MY BODY/SYSTEMS HERE.

EXHAUSTED,  I WAITED FOR THE RAINS TO END.

TEXTED WITH SISTER.

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STUDIED SEVERAL MORE HOURS ON : 

"COUNSEL FOR EVIDENCE-BASED PSYCHIATRY."

DR JAMES DAVIES.

THE DSM AND IT'S VERSIONS.

Dr James Davies: The Origins of the DSM

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FINALLY AT NIGHT MORE CLARITY , SO I DID WORK ON COMPUTER, INTERNET.

LISTENED TO AND VIEWED SOME OF AIMEE'S PRESENTATIONS ON HOW THE TECHNOLOGIES ARE FUNCTIONING.

STAYED UP TOO LATE.

(INFORMATION IS COMING TO LIGHT. SO FAR MOST PEOPLE ARE OBLIVIOUS, OR CANNOT MAKE SENSE? DO NOT WANT TO KNOW? ...)

MON JUNE 12, 2023 - IN CONSTANT WORK, MODE SIMPLY NOT BEING PAID, OR COMPENSATED, YET

 UP, RINGING SEEMS LOUDER HERE. 

GRATEFUL, HEART CLEAR, EVERY DAY TO WAKE UP... BE ALIVE!

PAIN IN SKULL, HEAD.

(STILL IN STATE  OF AWARENESS RE: THE WOMAN WHO EXPRESSED DESIRE TO SHARE A HOUSE. SHE WAS EBULLIENT, THEN TURNED  RAPIDLY DARK. I'VE SEEN ENOUGH OF THIS  TO KNOW THAT NOW SHE MAY SPEAK ILL. SINCE SAT, SUN, MON? SHE MAY BE MENTALLY UNDER REMOTE MONITORING, MANIPULATIONS. )

OPEN RIGHT NOW, AND I CAN SENSE "THINGS.")

BY THE EVENING : I FINALLY DROVE OVER TO SEE B & C. 

I'D TEXTED AHEAD.

HEARD SOME OF C's UNIQUE LIFE STORY.

SAW HOW SOME OF B's  MUSIC IS RECORDED WITH THE APPS

 LISTENED TO SOME OF HIS MUSIC WITH HIM.

MANGO SEASON, SO WAS GIVEN SOME FRESH RIPE MANGOES.

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arrived LATE BACK TO VRBO RENTAL UNIT.

STILL SOME INSECTS CRAWLING SQUIRMING AROUND.

LATE INTO THE NIGHT I STUDIED SEVERAL HOURS 

ON "COUNSEL FOR EVIDENCE-BASED PSYCHIATRY." 

DR JAMES DAVIES VIDEO.


THE DSM AND IT'S CREATION AND VERSIONS.

FOR TOMORROW, TUESDAY STARTED TONIGHT, MONDAY 

 https://youtu.be/6JPgpasgueQ 

Dr James Davies: The Origins of the DSM

STAYED UP TOO LATE, BUT THIS IS CONFIRMING MY DECADES OF FINDINGS, AND LIFELONG STUDY.

WON'T BE A RELIEF FOR SOME...

GREAT TRICKERY...

SUN JUNE 11, 2023 - MET W/ PATTI CHECKED INTO THE VRBO ON MANCHESTER

  THE SUNDAY EXCHANGE WITH THE WOMAN P WAS A DEPLETING EXPERIENCE. 

FROM THE FIRST TEXT ON SAT NIGHT, WHERE SHE STATED THAT SHE'D COME PICK ME UP,

...IT'S AS IF SHE WAS LOOKING TO FIND OUT WHERE I LIVED, WHY? 

SHE SEEMED TO NOT COMPREHEND THAT I HAD LIVED IN THE AREA ON A1A, 20+ YEARS DURING MY MARRIAGE, AND AM SIMPLY IN TRANSITION NOW.

SUNDAY JUNE 11, 2023 - WOKE WELL, CHECKED OUT OF CARRIAGE HOUSE, MOVE TO VRBO 408 MANCHESTER, BOCA RATON

 DRAFT: I CHECKED OUT OF CARRIAGE HOUSE, NICE NIGHT IN THIS LOCATION!

DECIDED TO DRIVE TO POMPANO.

LOOKING FORWARD TO A MEETING PLANNED WITH A NEW ACQUAINTANCE, PATRICIA,

THE MEETING WAS PLANNED VIA TEXT FOR AFTER 1PM, SO I TOOK MY TIME.

DROVE TO POMPANO BEACH EAST, TO SEE THE AREA, 

TO CONSIDER STAYING NEAR ANOTHER HEATED YOGA STUDIO.

https://hotyogahome.com/pompano-beach-schedule/

TO BE NEAR A STUDIO TO EASILY PRACTICE IN A CLEAN, HEATED ENVIRONMENT.

 AS THIS TYPE OF PHYSICAL PRACTICE ALLEVIATES SOME OF THE PAIN OF THE DIRECTED ENERGIES, AND "MONITORING PROGRAMS"...

OR WHATEVER ONE WANTS TO NAME THE EGREGIOUS TORTURE AND TERROR.

I AM WORKING ON PROTOCOLS FOR MYSELF, AND TO BE ABLE TO GUIDE OTHERS IF THEY TOO ARE GOING THROUGH THESE SAME PROJECTS AND PROGRAMS.

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TO HAVE MY OWN LAND, SPACES, TO HEAL UP, REST. GUIDE MY FAMILY AND OTHERS IF THEY WOULD LIKE.

Ai is already here and active for sometime....

FUNCTIONING THROUGH PEOPLE.

PEOPLE ARE ALREADY TRANS-HUMAN, SYNTH ETC CREATURES: PEOPLE CONNECTED MIND, BRAIN, BODY TO THE INTERNET OF THINGS. 

PRESENTLY THERE ARE MILLIONS OF IEEE  https://www.ieee.org/about/ BRAIN CHILDREN, COMPUTER TECH PEOPLE, NON TECHIES, WHO ARE HAPPY SHINY PEOPLE!! PRODUCTIVE PEOPLE. 


  SOME GOOD NUMBER OF THESE HAPPY PEOPLE TAKE RX MEDS, HERBS, STREET DRUGS, AND ALCOHOL NOT KNOWING WHY THEY REQUIRE THESE SUBSTANCES, NOR DO THEY KNOW HOW THEY'VE BEEN CHANGED, OR WHAT IS AFFECTING THEM!

THERE ARE ALSO MILLIONS WHO ARE NOT DOING SO WELL. ALSO STUCK WITH THE NEW AGE POSITIVE SPEAK, RIGHT THINK, UNABLE TO THINK LET ALONE SPEAK OF WHAT IS HITTING THEMSELVES. 

THERE ARE PEOPLE HEAVILY MONITORED WHO ARE  HIT HARD BY THE 

" ENERGY TECHNOLOGIES." 

EVERYTHING IN FLUX. LOTS OF NEW LEGAL TERMINOLOGIES,

PEOPLE FULLY AND PARTIALLY. CONNECTED MIND, BRAIN, BODY TO THE INTERNET OF THINGS. 

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I LEFT POMPANO, DROVE NORTH, TOWARDS BOCA RATON.

I STOPPED AT PUBLIX ON HILLSBOROUGH BLVD AND FEDERAL HWY.  GOT A BITE TO EAT.

I NEEDED TO CONNECT TO THE WI-FI TO PULL UP AN EMAIL WITH THE ADDRESS OF THE VRBO, AND GET THE CHECK-IN DETAILS. 

I HAD TO GET DETAILS VIA EMAIL FROM SIS, WHO IS HELPING WITH ALL THIS MOVING ABOUT.  I ONLY USE MY COMPUTER FOR EMAILS WITH HER.

BY LOOKING UP THE ADDRESS,  I HAD JUST FOUND OUT THAT THE VRBO WAS ON IFFY  STREET, OF OLD TEAR DOWN HOUSES. IN NEED OF REPAIRS. NOT AT ALL AS IT WAS ADVERTISED.

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THEN P TEXTED ME THAT SHE CHANGED HER MIND! SHE WANTED TO GO TO THE BEACH WITH HER DAUGHTER AND RELAX?

???????????????????? SHE THEN INSISTED I SHOULD RELAX.?????????????

I TOLD HER IT WAS BETTER THAT WE MEET TODAY.

FINALLY WE HAD A PHONE CALL.

SHE KEPT SPEAKING OVER ME.

IT WAS A CONFUSING.

IT WAS PROBABLY BETTER TO MEET HER ANOTHER TIME.  

I HAD JUST WANTED TO GET IT OVER WITH, AND SEE IF THIS WAS A VIABLE SITUATION TO SHARE A HOUSE WITH HER?

WE DECIDED TO MEET AND GAVE P THE VRBO ADDRESS.

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 I THEN DROVE TO N. BOCA RATON.

STOPPED IN BRIEFLY TO SAY HI TO CONSTANZA AND TELL HER ABOUT MY 1 WEEK RENTAL NEAR HER!

I WAS STILL IN TOUCH W PATTI/PATRICIA VIA TEXT. 

 I DON'T USE GPS RIGHT NOW, SO IT TOOK ME A FEW EXTRA MINUTES TO FIND THE VRBO.

I SAW ANOTHER RENTAL HOUSE ON MY WAY, SO I PULLED OVER, AND I CALLED THE NUMBER ON THE SIGN AND SPOKE W THE OWNDER BRIEFLY.

I THEN DROVE OVER IN THAT SAME NEIGHBORHOOD TO MANCHESTER ST.

 P AND HER DAUGHTER WERE AT THE UNIT SITTING IN THEIR VEHICLE. 

AT THE 408 MANCHESTER UNIT.

THE CHECK IN TIME WAS 3PM, SO I COULD NOT INVITE THEM IN.

THAT BRIEF MEETING AND WHOLE DAY TURNED OUT TO BE AWKWARD..

SERIOUS LANGUAGE BARRIER PERHAPS, MISCOMMUNICATIONS, PLUS SOMETHING ELSE. 

LIKE A MINI "NARC' DISCARD. 

SO MANY ARE UNDER REMOTE MONITORING, ONE NEVER KNOWS. 

MORE LATER.  

SAT NIGHT, JUNE 10, 2023 - MOVED TO, AND STAYED AT CARRIAGE HOUSE HOTEL FOR THE NIGHT

 DEERFIELD BEACH,

CARRIAGE HOUSE HOTEL FOR 1 NIGHT.

SWEET LITTLE OLD FLORIDA STYLE HOTEL

MOVED BASICS FROM VEHICLE TO THE ROOM ON ROOM#211, SECOND FLOOR.

UNPACKED, SETTLED .

VERY DRAINED.

IT WAS AROUND 7PM, AND STILL LIGHT OUTSIDE

WHEN I NOTICED WATER, A LARGE PUDDLE ON THE FLOOR!

THE A/C UNIT HAD CONDENSATION HEAVILY DRIPPING 

DOWN THE WALL,  ONTO THE SIDE BED TABLE, AND ONTO THE FLOOR!

SIGH.

I WENT TO SPEAK WITH DESK MAN, LESTER.

THE FRONT OFFICE LOCKS UP AT 8PM, UNTIL MORNING, SO,

THANK GOODNESS I DISCOVERED IT BEFORE 8PM. 

HE CAME UP TO THE ROOM ON THE 2ND FLOOR, TO LOOK AT THE A/C, AND BROUGHT A LARGE TOWEL.

I REALIZED THAT THE DOOR OF THIS ROOM #211 WAS SWOLLEN AND DIFFICULT TO OPEN AND CLOSE DUE TO PREVIOUS WATER DAMAGES.

IN THE LIGHT I NOTICED THAT THE SIDE TABLE LAMP SHADE HAD OLDER WATER MARK DAMAGES. ETC.

LESTER THEN OFFERED TO MOVE ME TO ANOTHER ROOM.

I WAS SO TIRED. 

BUT REALIZED IT WAS MUCH BETTER TO MOVE ONCE AGAIN.

SO I DID.

IT WAS A MORE SPACIOUS, CLEANER ROOM.

I RELAXED AND APPRECIATED THE SURROUNDINGS.

SAT OUTSIDE ON THE LITTLE CHAIR IN FRONT OF THE ROOM. TO TEXT W NEPHEW.

ALSO, A WOMAN I'D MET NAMED PATRICIA, TEXTED ME TO GO LOOK AT APARTMENTS TOGETHER ON THE NEXT DAY SUNDAY. 

I TEXTED HER THAT I COULD MEET AFTER 1-PM CONSIDERING THAT I'D HAVE TO CHECK OUT OF HOTEL AND MOVE TO A NEW VRBO RENTAL.

PATRICIA AND I  HAD EXCHANGED CELL NUMBERS WHEN MEETING AT MY NEW ACQUAINTANCE HOME IN BOCA RATON.

WHEN SPEAKING AT B + C'S HOME,

PATRICIA AND I  SPOKE ABOUT LOOKING AT AND POSSIBLY RENTING A SPECIFIC HOUSE TOGETHER.




Saturday, June 10, 2023

SAT JUNE 10, 2023- MORNING IN DEERFIELD BCH/ TURTLE BCH VILLAS- check out

 WENT TO BED AFTER 1:AM. BROKEN SLEEP AS USUAL.

STILL AT TURTLE BEACH VILLAS/RENTALS. NICE  BRAZILIAN OWNERS, WHO ARE UN BRAZIL RIGHT NOW.  THEY SEEM TO OWN SEVERAL PROPERTIES HERE.

THIS MORNING I HAD A COUPLE OF HOURS OF WHAT FELT LIKE A DEEPER SLEEP WITH DREAM STATE.

BUT WAS PUSHED AWAKE,.

NEED MORE SLEEP TO HEAL, AND KEEP BRIAN AND MIND CLEAR..

SIGH.

HAVE TO MOVE ROOMS IN THE COMPLEX I AM RENTING IN.

DON'T KNOW WHY? 

THE WHOLE COMPLEX IS ALMOST EMPTY.

AND THE ROOMS ON MY SIDE HAVE HAD HARDLY ANYONE HERE THE WHOLE TIME I'VE STAYED!

I ENDED UP CHECKING OUT OF TURTLE ISLAND VILLAS.

THE OWNER SAID OR TEXTED THAT SHE HAD A HOTEL I COULD TRY CALLED CARRIAGE HOUSE.


FRI JUNE 9, 2023- IN BROWARD COUNTY + PALM BCH COUNTY

 OVERNIGHT IN DEERFIELD BEACH., BROWARD COUNTY

TURTLE BEACH VILLAS.

LATER IN DAY DROVE TO BOCA RATON, PALM BEACH COUNTY.

FIRST MEETING RE: RADIO FREQUENCIES ETC.

Thursday, June 8, 2023

THURS JUNE 8, 2023 - EXTREME PAIN LEFT SIDE OF SKULL

 DEERFIELD BEACH FL. TURTLE BEACH RENTALS.

SORE AREA OVER A WHOLE AREA ABOVE MY LEFT EAR. 

HIGH PITCHED, PIERCING RINGING IS CONSTANT AND IS EVER SO LOUD AT NIGHTS.

SLEEP IS NO BETTER IN THIS LOCATION.

HAD BROKEN SLEEP LAST NIGHT AS IS USUAL NOW, FOR YEARS!.

THE A/C HERE IS WONKY. 

I DO NOT KNOW IF IT IS MONITORED /OR CONTROLLED FROM AFAR BY MGR./OWNER ? 

THIS WAS BEING  DONE WHEN I RENTED IN STUART FLORIDA FROM LILLEMOR BANKS. AND I UNDERSTAND THAT A/C CONTROL CAN BE AFFECTED BY HACKERS AS WELL. SIGH, EYE ROLL. ; )

HERE THE A/C IBEGAN ACTING STRANGE THE LAST 3-4 DAYS.

IT HAS REFUSED TO TURN ON, SO IT WAS STUFFY AND 80 DEGREES OVERNIGHT. COULD NOT GET WINDOWS TO OPEN. I HAVE PHOTOS /VIDEOS TO SHOW THAT THE A/C IS SET TO  AUTO AND COOL.





Wednesday, June 7, 2023

WED JUNE 7, 2023-

 IN DEERFIELD/HIGHLAND  BEACH FL AREA

HAVING BROKEN SLEEP PATTERN HERE.

NO PUBLIC YOGA PRACTICE.

DRAINED, EXHAUSTED FEELING AS IS USUAL MOST DAYS NOW.

ATTENDING TO RESEARCH AND WRITING.

WENT TO BOCA RATON FOR ERRANDS.

GROCERIES.

BANK.

STOPPED TO SEE PEOPLE BRIEFLY.

LOOKED AT POSSIBLE MONTHLY RENTAL. 


Tuesday, June 6, 2023

TUES JUNE 6, 2023- quiet day. Yellow License Plate @ place I am staying

In Broward County.

no public yoga practice today.

only vehicle that pulled in, besides the pool cleanin truck today.  

YELLOW PLATE; 

FLORIDA 

YS605

STATE.

 IS ALL IT HAS ON IT..


Sunday, June 4, 2023

JUNE 4, 2023 - WAKE UP AT TURTLE BEACH

WOKE UP SEVERAL TIMES OVERNIGHT AND INTO THE MORNING SUNRISE,

BROKEN PERIODS OF PAIN, BUT WAS ABLE TO GO BACK INTO REST/AND SOME SLEEP.

WOKE FINALLY WITH SOME CLARITY.

 THEN FOCUSED ON MORNING FASTING,

RESEARCH AND PROGRESS, 

ABLE TO DONATE TO PEER, FURTHERING THE NEXT LEVEL ...

DAY OF GENERAL  PHYSICAL REST...WHILE I WORKED ONLINE


Saturday, June 3, 2023

SAT JUNE 3, 2023 -

 THE BODY RECOVERED SOME , 

BUT THE PAIN SQUEEZING TENSION IS ACTIVE OVERNIGHT AND IN EARLY MORNING.

HOT BATH.

ORGANIZING.

PACKING, LATE MIDDAY.

PREP TO MOVE 

FRI JUNE 2, 2023 -SLOW RECOVERY FROM THURS PAIN

 RECOVERING FROM THE PAIN YESTERDAY, THURSDAY.

I MY BODY REQUIRES RECUPERATION DAY,

NEEDS RECOVERY, SLEEP, TO ALLOW BODY TO DETOX, CLEANSE ITSELF.

 BUT MUST PREPARE TO  MOVE LOCATIONS.

FINALLY WENT OUT LATE IN DAY.

ONLY MADE IT TO GROCERY.

THURS JUNE 1, 2023 - DISABLING PAIN IN HEAD, SKULL, BEHIND RIGHT EYE ETC

 EXCRUCIATING PAIN OVER SKULL, BEHIND RIGHT EYE 

ETC.

 DEBILITATING THIS TIME.

STILL NO PUBLIC  YOGA PRACTICE. 

PEOPLE WHOVE NOT EXPERINCED THIS CANNOT SEEM TO COMPREHEND THAT THE SKULL BRAIN TISSUE PAIN IS LITERALLY DISABLING.


Wednesday, May 31, 2023

WED MAY 31, 2023 -FOR MY FAMILY, ACQUAINTANCES, FRIENDS, AND WHOMEVER WILL BENEFIT

MAY 31, 2023- HAVE TAKEN A BREATHER FROM MY PUBLIC HOT YOGA PRACTICE. 

I AM STILL IN  TOWNE PLACE MARRIOTT, 

A BOCA RATON HOTEL. 

OWNED BY Boca Raton West Hospitality Corp. and Operated by B.F. Saul Property Company.


 LOOKING FOR SAFE,  CLEAN TEMPORARY PLACE TO STAY WHILE WORKING ON MY  PROJECTS.  

 CONSIDER SEEING THIS 26 MINUTE VIDEO.  AT LEAST PART OF IT.

JUST LET IT REST IN YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS.




AN AMERICAN WOMAN OFFERS HER VIEWS AND A RECOUNTING OF HER EXPERIENCES.

THIS CAN HAPPEN TO ANYONE FROM ANY PATH IN LIFE-

-ORGANIZED STALKING, COMMUNITY BASED GROUPS.

MY BIRTH COUNTRY, USA,
 AND OUR WORLD FUNCTION IN WAYS THAT WILL SURPRISE ALMOST EVERYONE I HAVE EVER KNOWN. 

WED MAY 31, 2023 - TAKING A BREAK FROM PUBLIC HOT YOGA PRACTICE

 IN BOCA HOTEL STILL.

WOKE IN WEE HOURS.

PUT ON MY SHIELDING.

TOOK ADVIL TO EASE PAIN,

WAS ABLE TO CALM PAIN, GET SOME CALMER SLEEP.

NO PUBLIC YOGA PRACTICE.

INTERNET IS BACK ON IN ROOM.

WORKING ON  MY OWN SHP.( SELF-HEALING-PROTOCOL.)

INTERNET COMMUNICATIONS.



TUE MAY 30, 2023- HONDA ELEMENT IN TO REPAIR WINDOW MOTOR

STILL IN BOCA RATON. 

HOTEL.

NO PUBLIC YOGA PRACTICE.

NO INTERNET IN MY ROOM.

WORKING ON SHP- Self-Healing-Protocol project for myself and others!

TOOK HONDA ELEMENT IN TO REPAIR WINDOW MOTOR SUCCESSFUL BUT ANOTHER PRICEY REPAIR.  $300.

BUSINESS MEETING.

BACK LATE AT NIGHT.

NO DINNER.

TO SLEEP WITH NO SHIELDING.

WOKE IN MIDDLE OF NIGHT. PAIN, INFLAMMATION.




Monday, May 29, 2023

MON, MAY 29, 2023- Memorial Day -HOLIDAY

 WOKE IN PAIN OVER SKULL, INFLAMMATION IN BODY.

NO PUBLIC YOGA PRACTICE TODAY.

TOOK MY  TIME TO ORGANIZE, DO LAUNDRY ETC.

CLEAN UP, ORGANIZE PAPERS ETC. 

FOLLOW UP RENTAL SEARCH.

RESEARCH, WRITING ETC. ( THIS IS A NEAR DAILY PRACTICE.)




SUN MAY 28, 2023 - LOUD NOISE, AUTO WINDOW BROKE?

WOKE WITH PAIN  IN/OVER  SKULL AS IS MOST USUAL NOW.

PREPARED FOR PRACTICE.

10 AM ATTENDED THE 90 MIN HOT YOGA PRACTICE.

DROVE TO HOTEL FOR ONLINE WORK.

DETOX BATH ETC.( USIUAL DAILY PRACTICE,)

DROVE TO FT LAUDERDALE AREA.

GOT GASOLINE FILL UP.

COMMERCIAL BLVD.

PULLED OVER INTO A PARKING LOT OF McDONALD'S TO CHECK DIRECTIONS.

SIDE PASSENGER WINDOW WAS HALFWAY DOWN.

 THERE WAS A LOUD ODD SOUND FROM THAT DIRECTION.

  I USED THE BUTTON ON DRIVER SIDE TO PUT THE AUTOMATIC WINDOW UP.

IT MOVED UP SOME AT FIRST SOME.

THEN, I PUSHED THE BUTTON TO PUT THE PASSENGER WINDOW DOWN.

 THE WINDOW WENT ALL THE WAY DOWN.

THEN PUSHED THE WINDOW BUTTON TO PUT THE WINDOW UP, 

THAT PASSENGER WINDOW  WOULD NOT GO UP AT ALL!!

WHAT CAUSED THIS?

WENT TO SEE THE RENTAL.

MONDAY IS MEMORIAL DAY HOLIDAY.

HAVE TO LEAVE THE CAR WINDOW DOWN UNTIL I CAN GET IT CHECKED ON TUES.

Saturday, May 27, 2023

SAT MAY 27, 2023

 WOKE WITH SKULL PAIN OVER WHOLE HEAD.

EYES BURNING AND RED. 

NOT DUE YO INTOXICANTS OR SUCH.

I KNOW IN PART THAT  FURTHER "PURIFICATION", CLEARING,  CLEANSING, RE-NOURISHMENT  OF BLOOD, FLESH, AND ORGANS MAY ALLEVIATE SOME IF NOT ALL OF THIS.

OR AT LEAST, THE CLEANSING MAY ALLOW BODY TO HANDLE THE TECHNOLOGIES EFFECTS.

SKIPPED THE HOT YOGA PRACTICE.

RESEARCH, STUDY.

PREPARE TO MOVE LOCATION POSSIBLY. 



Friday, May 26, 2023

FRI MAY 26, 2023 -

 MORNING, WHOLE TOP OF SKULL IN PAIN, SORE, TENDER.

SKIPPED THE PUBLIC EARLY /MORNING YOGA PRACTICE AGAIN.

ATTENDED 12 NOON  PUBLIC BIKRAM HOT YOGA PRACTICE. 

WORKED ON TECHNOLOGY UPDATES ETC.

AND NEXT LOCATION TOO.

MEETING W/ C + B.

APPLE STORE FOR REMEDIES.


THURS MAY 25, 2023 -

 SKULL PAIN.

PUSHED TO GET UP, GET THINGS DONE.

DRESSED FOR YOGA, BUT SKIPPED MY HEATED YOGA PRACTICE TODAY.

HAVE TO GET OTHER ACTIVITIES ACCOMPLISHED.

MAIL, PAPERWORK,  ETC.

WENT TO APPLE STORE TIL ALMOST THEIR CLOSING TIME.

UPDATES MADE EVERYTHING RUN SLOWER.

WILL HAVE TO GO BACK.

Tuesday, May 23, 2023

TUES MAY 23, 2023- YOGA PRACTICE

MORNING PRACTICE . 

BIKRAM YOGA DELRAY.

  https://findmyiphone2023.blogspot.com/

MON MAY 22, 2023 - YOGA PRACTICE - IPHONE STILL MISSING

 HAD VERY LITTLE REST.

YET, I STILL HAD THE FOCUS TO GET TO A 9:15 AM PRACTICE!

 AT THE BIKRAM YOGA DELRAY STUDIO.

THIS IS NECESSARY RIGHT NOW.

STILL WORKING ON MY SHP PROTOCOL FOR MYSELF AND OTHERS.

Sunday, May 21, 2023

SUNDAY MAY 21, 2023 - YURI B AND RAMOLA D

 STILL IN BOCA RATON.  

I SKIPPED MY "BIKRAM YOGA  DELRAY" PRACTICE  TODAY.

MY IPHONE  IS NOT YET LOCATED.

I DROVE TO THE APPLE STORE FOR ASSISTANCE.

WE TRIED TO CHECK FOR THE LAST LOCATION OF MY IPHONE. 

WE COULD NOT LOCATE IT.

AT THE APPLE STORE MY OWN IPHONE DID SHOW UP AS A DEVICE ON "FINDMYPHONE" APP.


THIS BLOG IS STILL ABOUT YOGA, AND LIFE. 

YEARS AGO I STOPPED PRACTICING IN PUBLIC...

AND PERHAPS IT PROTECTED ME.. GAVE ME TIME TO CLARIFY MY OWN VIEWS.

I WAS CORRECT TO DO SO. 

SEE THE EFFECTS ON PEOPLE OF THE MYRIAD  NEW AGE PROJECTS, PROGRAMS, EXPERIMENTS, TRANSFORMATIONS...


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Srw3YSda1XY


WHEN YOU HAVE TIME: AN OLDER VIDEO INTERVIEW FROM RAMOLA D.

HER RESEARCH HAS ADVANCED SINCE THIS INTERVIEW.

 AS HAS MINE.



https://youtu.be/XlL5WeEgv9o 

SATURDAY MAY 20, 2023 - iPHONE still not found

MY IPHONE IS STILL MISSING IN ACTION:  

 SEE PLEASE  https://findmyiphone2023.blogspot.com/

SKIPPED MY YOGA PRACTICE.

  WORKING ON LOCATING THE IPHONE...

AND FINDING BEST PLACE TO STAY FOR NOW.



FRIDAY MAY 19, 2023 MY iPHONE MISPLACED OR TAKEN?

 left the hotel and drove to ATTEND 12noon HOT YOGA IN DELRAY BEACH FLORIDA.

Some point along the way, MY iPhone was misplaced, or taken.

We shall see.

I do prefer to figure out that I simply misplaced the iPhone.

Monday, May 15, 2023

MON MAY 15, 2023- NON-CONSENTING HUMAN BIOMEDICAL RESEARCH SUBJECTS

 NON-CONSENTING HUMAN BIOMEDICAL RESEARCH SUBJECTS 


SOME YOGA PRACTITIONERS AND MANY OTHERS ARE USED IN THIS WAY.

UNSUSPECTING CIVILIANS, INCLUDING CHILDREN.

BODY AREA NETWORKS :


SUN, MAY 14, 2023 - SAUNAS AND YOGA IN CLEAN, HEATED SPACES /ROOMS


THE TINNITUS IS EVER PRESENT.

BROKEN SLEEP EVERY NIGHT.

 STILL SEEKING BEST PLACE TO STAY.

HAVE SKIPPED HOT YOGA 2 DAYS ALREADY.

TOOK A BREAK FROM COMPUTER.

WENT TO 4PM HOT YOGA.

THE PRACTICE IS HELPFUL IN ALLEVIATING THE TENSIONS.

DRAFT: 

I KNOW THAT FRESH AIR, EXERCISE, AND CERTAIN PHYSICAL YOGA PRACTICES

ESPECIALLY IN HEATED ROOMS,

 WILL HELP AT LEAST SOME OTHER INDIVIDUALS

 WHO HAVE BEEN PUT INTO OR UNDER THESE VARIOUS LONG-RUNNING.

  "TARGETING" PROGRAMS AND PROJECTS.

Saturday, May 13, 2023

SAT, DIFFICULT NIGHT - TODAY ABLE TO REST SOME TO REGAIN EQUILIBRIUM

YOGA, WORLD RELIGION DEVELOPMENT, AND AI


SO, WHO ALL HAS DONE THE MAJORITY OF THE PROGRAMMING OF THE  PRESENT ITERATIONS OF AI? 


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNfINi5CNbY

See  the 1 hour 11 min mark approx. 
QUOTE: "...LIKE, UNFAIR BIAS...." 
Why does the speaker point to himself with both hands as he states this??

THE OTHER HALF OR MORE OF THE WORLD BRAIN IS YET UNTOUCHED IN THE AI . 
WILL IT BE SOCIALLY BENEFICIAL?
COULD IT LEAD TO HARM IN ANY WAY?
HARM TO WHOM? TO WHAT?

AND WHAT OF MISINFORMATION...? 
A MAJORITY OF USA MODERNS HAVE BEEN AND ARE  BEING MISINFORMED, INTENTIONALLY ALL THEIR LIVES. 
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

AND THIS...


https://youtu.be/bSvTVREwSNw

.".. SEMANTICALLY SIMILAR 
TO THE INTERNET DATA IT WAS TRAINED ON..."

"...UNTRUTHFUL, TOXIC, OR REFLECT HARMFUL SENTIMENTS..."
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SEE METROPOLIS BY FRITZ LANG
EXCEPT NOW PEOPLE ARE OBLIGATED TO BE CHAINED TO THEIR OWN MACHINES, IN THEIR OWN PLACES OF RESIDENCE AND TO CARRY AROUND A POCKET OF THEIR OVERSEERS.






 

Friday, May 12, 2023

FRI MAY 12, 2023- NO SLEEP UNTIL MORNING- DIFFICULT DAY

 WENT TO BED LAST NIGHT, THURSDAY .

WAS AWAKE /UP TIL 4-5 AM,

JUST REVIEWED SOME PAST RESEARCH.

UP, 

BATHED.

PREPARED FOR YOGA AND ERRANDS.

DID NOT GO TO THE YOGA TODAY.

DIFFICULT DAY.

TRIED HAVING A LATE LUNCH OUT.

PRESENTLY IT IS NOT HELPFUL TO MY ENERGY EAT IN MIDDLE OF DAY.

BETTER TO HAVE SIMPLY GONE BACK TO HOTEL AND TO SLEEP AN HOUR OR SO.

IN COMING MONTH IT IS BEST TO BE IN A PEACEFUL, CLEAN LOCATION, WITH FRESH AIR( IF SUCH STILL EXISTS),

AND REBUILD STRENGTH ETC. 

DID FEW ERRANDS.

HEADACHE, PAIN.

WENT TO HOTEL TO REST.

GISELLE PHONED.

WAS NOT UP TO A CONVERSATION. 

IT WAS AN ECHOE FILLED CALL.

UNABLE TO EVEN HEAR MYSELF,

PAIN WAS TOO BAD AS WELL.




Saturday, May 6, 2023

SAT MAY 6, 2023 - we often assume that people who write well are smart...



"...we often assume that people who write well are smart,
highly educated..."
(at about the 8 min mark)
10 min mark. 
Does she not yet know of tortured individuals?! 
Will she ever? 
 https://youtu.be/c3Uvz75kVd4

SAT MAY 6, 2023-

 

12 NOON HOT YOGA

Friday, May 5, 2023

SAUNAS

💖 


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RWkv9ad7zvc

(side note to self AS A CHILD, I WAS BORN W/ INSIGHT KNOWING ABOUT SUCH 
- WAS TESTED - )

FRIDAY MAY 5, 2023- SLEEP IS ALWAYS BROKEN AND HIGH PITCH TONES CONSTANT FOR YEARS NOW

 TODAY IS FRIDAY, MAY 5, 2023.

DIFFICULT NIGHT LAST NIGHT, ON THURSDAY MAY 4, 2023. 

 BROKEN SLEEP IS USUAL NOW FOR MYSELF.

THIS EARLY MORNING, I PULLED SELF TOGETHER. 

TOOK 1 EXCEDRINE TABLET.

DID SO, THOUGH I'D RATHER NOT.

I'D RATHER NOT. 

BEING IN A HURRY, WORLDY ,,,.

I THEN BEGAN DRINKING SALT WATER "PLASMA."

2-3 LITERS EACH MORNING NOW.


SKIPPED MY BATH.

READIED.

I FLUNG MYSELF OUT THE DOOR FOR THE YOGA CLASS. 

THOUGHT IT BEGAN AT 9:30 am. 

NOPE.

9:15 AM IS THE TIME CLASS BEGINS.

DID GROCERY ERRANDS =ETC.

BACK TO HOTEL ROOM TO DO EMAILS.

THEN BACK TO NEXT YOGA CLASS.




Thursday, May 4, 2023

THURS MAY 4, 2023- TERRIBLE PAIN

 PAIN OVERNIGHT. MORNING PAIN. IN SKULL.


THERE ARE ALSO A NUMBED SENSATIONS...

  ON SPOTS OF MY SKULL

FELL TO SLEEP WITHOUT SHIELDING UNTIL 3AM.

WOKE, PUT ON SHIELDING AND WAS ABLE TO GET MORE REST.

PACKING.

EMAILS.

WENT TO HOT YOGA FOR NOON CLASS.

WENT FOR A VEGETARIAN LUNCH.

I USUALLY DO NOT EAT UNTIL LATER IN THE DAY.

FOOD SLOWS ME DOWN.

WHICH IS A GOOD THING WHEN ONE IS IN HEALING MODE.

TODAY IT SLWOED ME SO MUCH.

I HAD TO SLEEP.

FINALLY WENT TO SLEEP BY 6:30PM OR SO,

WOKE ALMOST 10PM.

STAYED AWAKE UNTIL 5 AM,

SLEPT MAYBE 2 MORE HOURS.

INTO FRIDAY MORNING.




WED MAY 3, 2023- VEHICLE PICKED UP FROM MECHANIC

 

VEHICLE PICKED UP FROM MECHANIC, REPAIRS COMPLETED.

HOT YOGA.

Tuesday, May 2, 2023

TUES MAY 2, 2023- WOMAN YELLING INTO HER PHONE - LOUD BANGING OF A DOOR

 IT IS 4:30 AM .

2:30 AM APPROX

WOKEN OUT OF "SLEEP."


WOMAN YELLING. SOUNDED LIKE IT CAME FROM DOWN ROOMS END OF HALL.

ON OTHER SIDE WAS SOMEONE BANGING DOOR, WALL?

 IT SOUNDED AS IF IT WAS A DOOR BEING SLAMMED SHUT REPEATEDLY.

THE ROOM WHERE THE MILITARY WOMAN WITH TATOOS IS STAYING?

JUST WAITED A WHILE.

I OPENED MY DOOR AND LOOKED OUT FINALLY.

THE BLOND WOMAN WAS YELLING  INTO HER PHONE THAT "2 DEPUTIES WERE COMING."

(SHE IS THE SAME WOMAN WHO I HAD COME UPON A FEW DAYS AGO...

WHILE SHE STOOD IN FRONT OF MY DOOR TAKING PHOTOS OF IT IT SEEMED. OR OF THE KITCHEN TRASH I HAD LEFT FOR THE CLEANING CREW, AS IS NORMAL HERE.)

I CLOSED THE DOOR AND WAITED.

FINALLY THEY ALL SEEMED TO CALM DOWN.

NOW I AM AWAKE.





MON MAY 1, 2023 -

 GOT A COUPLE  HOURS OF SLEEP IN MORNING

DID NOT GO TO YOGA.

WENT TO FEDEX TO GET PACKAGE.

CAME BACK TO HOTEL TO WRITE LETTER RE: THE VEHICLE FRAUD.

DROVE TO ALDI STORE. GISELLE CALLED.

 

LATER IN EVENING KIM STOPPED OVER.

Sunday, April 30, 2023

SUN, APRIL 30, 2023 - NO SLEEP

 LAST NIGHT WENT INTO THE STRANGE MODE, THEN "CAME TO",

IN THE MIDDLE OF NIGHT.

NO MORE REST.

OTHER PEOPLE DEALING WITH THIS HIGH TECH "FOCUSED" ON THEMSELVES

 ARE ALSO HAVING THIS TERRIBLE SLEEP DEPRIVATION TOO.

Saturday, April 29, 2023

SAT. APRIL 29, 2023- ROUGH NIGHT. BACK TO ALL THE TIME NOW,

 VERY BROKEN UP REST/ SLEEP.

MADE THE BEST OF IT. 

EASIER TO PROVE WITH SLEEP MONITOR.

FOR THE PAST SEVERAL MORNINGS, AN AREA AT THE VERY TOP, 

TOWARDS THE BACK OF MY SKULL,

 IS SORE AS IF IT HAS BEEN HIT.  

FINALLY TOOK HOT DETOX BATH.

ATTENDED NOON HOT YOGA.


DROVE BACK TO HOTEL, STAYED IN THE REST OF THE DAY.

 SO FAR, I RARELY HAVE TAKEN THIS ACTION TO STAY IN FOR THE DAY.


FRI APRIL 28, 2023- skull pain as usual now. ATTENDED NOON YOGA

 BROKEN AND POOR SLEEP.  

THURS APRIL 27, 2023

WED APRIL 26, 2023

Tuesday, April 25, 2023

TUES APRIL 25, 2023


2AM APPROX WOKE  THE HIGH PITCHED TONE/ RINGING EXTREMELY LOUD. AS IT IS EVERY NIGHT NOW.

IN SKULL PAIN, TENDERNESS, NUMBNESS. 

WHOLE SAME AREA ON LEFT SIDE IS OBVIOUS. AND RIGHT I HAVE IT TOO. 

SOME FORM OF THIS HAPPENS  EVERY NIGHT NOW.

BIO-HACKERS AND MANY OTHERS USE THEM,  PROBABLY EASIER TO HAVE A SLEEP MONITOR FOR EVIDENCE, PROOF.

MONDAY, APRIL 24, 2023

 NO SLEEP OVERNIGHT.

WENT TO NOON HOT YOGA.

SUN APRIL 23, 2023

SAT APRIL 22, 2023

FRI APRIL 21, 2023

THURS APRIL 20, 2023

Thursday, April 20, 2023

WED APRIL 19, 2023- THE HOT YOGA HELPED CLEAR SOME PAIN

 AS USUSAL THE HEATED ROOM FOR YOGA HELPED CLEAR SOME PAIN.

THE TINNITUS STILL IS AS STRONG AS EVER.

Wednesday, April 19, 2023

WED APRIL 19, 2023 - WOKE IN PAIN MIDDLE OF NIGHT

 ROUGH DAYS AND NIGHTS.

I SKIPPED HOT YOGA PRACTICE THE PAST 2-3 DAYS.

THIS SEEMED TO MAKE MY PAIN COME BACK, AND WORSE.

-----------------------------

A heated room is valuable for my own practice.

yet, ...FOR ME, THE AIR IN THE HEATED PUBLIC ROOMS ARE NOT  RECIRCULATED, NOR CLEANSED ENOUGH TO MAKE IT HEALTHFUL TO INHALE.

 During classes the air in a YOGA room consists of all the exhalations,  

AND BODILY OFF-GASSING of others.

---------------------------

REMEDIES FOR THIS ARE EASILY AVAILABLE, AFFORDABLE:

GOOD QUALITY BUILDING BIOLOGY.

OZONE MACHINES, WHICH ARE INEXPENSIVE, 

AND WHEN USED CORRECTLY WITH CORRECT A/C FILTERS AND VENTILATION ETC, COULD HELP IMPROVE MANY YOGA ROOMS.

---------------------------

ANOTHER REASON I WANTED TO WAIT TO HAVE MY OWN LANDS, HOME, FOR ANY TEACHING...

 I DID NOT LIKE MY OWN TEACHING IN PUBLIC UNCLEAN, UNTESTED AIR IN BUILDINGS/ ROOMS,..

Monday, April 17, 2023

Wednesday, April 12, 2023

WED APRIL 12, 2023 BOCA RATON OVERCAST CLOUDY, DROWSY STATE

 FOR DAYS NOW THE DROWSY STATE AND 

CAFFEINE  IS NOT HELPING MUCH TO CLEAR MY HEAD.

QUICK BATH, AND SHOWER TO WASH HAIR.

BY 11:30 AM OUT TO GO TO  NOON HOT BIKRAM YOGA.

WAS ABLE TO DO THE CLASS.

OVERCAST SKIES, UNUSUAL WEATHER, HEAVY RAINS.

I STOPPED FOR COCONUT WATER, AND KEFIR FOR LUNCH.

DROVE TO HOTEL, CHILLED, AND WET.

DRAINED, I WENT UP TO MY T=ROOM.

 JUST LAID DOWN AND WENT INTO PASS OUT MODE.

3:PM APPROX WOKE UP, AND STILL A WEIRD UNNATURAL TIRED FEELING.

HEAD RINGING, EYES BURNING LEFT SIDE OF SKULL HAS THAT NUMBED SENSATION.





SUN APRIL 9, 2023 - SLEEPY STRANGE DAY- OVERCAST WEATHER

MON APRIL 10, 2023 - STILL DROWSY

TUES APRIL 11, 2023 -DROWSY DRAINED FEELING

SAT APRIL 8, 2023

Friday, April 7, 2023

FRI APRIL 7, 2023 - IS ALL THIS BRAIN DAMAGE BEING DONE FOR CONTROL, AND TO FORCE TRANSPARENCY ?

 ALL GOES BACK SO FAR IN HISTORY...

WIRELESSLY TARGETING CERTAIN AREAS OF AN INDIVIDUALS BRAIN...

FRI APRIL 7, 2023 - NO REAL SLEEP, BROKEN BITS -UPSIDE DOWN AMERICAN FLAG OUTSIDE MY WINDOW- DISTRESS?

STILL IN HOTEL. THE AMERICAN FLAG FLIES UPSIDE DOWN THIS MORNING!

THURSDAY, LAST NIGHT,

 I GOT a couple hours of "pass out mode. "

UNTIL  MIDNIGHT OR SO, APPROX.

CORE IN DISARRAY

STAYED AWAKE. 

ABOUT 5AM FORCED MYSELF BACK TO SLEEP.

WOKE AT 7AM APPROX.

7:30 AM APPROX OPENED CURTAINS.

-----------------------------------

LAST NIGHT, 

AFTER 90 MINUTES OF HOT YOGA,

I TRIED POLLO TROPICAL RICE AND BEANS.

THIS IS JUST NOT A DOOF/FOOD FOR ME ANYMORE.

LAID DOWN IN BED IN MY CLOTHING,

=====================================

WOKE UP THIS MORNING, OPENED THE CURTAINS ON THE WINDOW 

TO FIND THE USA FLAG THAT IS RIGHT OUTSIDE MY WINDOW,

 FLYING UPSIDE DOWN!

WHY? A SIGN TO ME? OR THE HOTEL? OR THE HOTEL CHAIN?

I DON'T THINK THAT THIS FLAG IS TAKEN DOWN EACH NIGHT, 

TO THEN  BE RAISED AGAIN. AGAIN AT SUNRISE.

SO IT WAS DONE SPECIALLY AT SOME POINT.

DISTRESS, DANGER, AND OR PROTEST? 

I HAD TO LOOK IT UP TO CONFIRM THE MEANING OF THE UPSIDE DOWN FLAG.

THERE IS NOTHING IN THE GENERAL NEWS.

SO, IT SEEMS SPECIFIC TO THIS AREA? AND OR ME?


-----------------------------------------

AIMING TO LIVE FULLY...

HOW IS ONE TO DO SO WITH CONSTANT VERY LOUD RINGING IN SKULL?

SLEEP DEPRIVATION...

INABILITY TO EAT, CHEW, DIGEST THE FOODS THAT ARE AVAILABLE.

LIKE BEING A BABY AGAIN.

NOT FOR THIS WORLD?



Thursday, April 6, 2023

THURS APRIL 6, 2023 - finally rested last evening until this morning.

 GLAD FOR THE SLEEP. 

BUT, LAST NIGHT I WAS COMMUNICATING VIA TEXT,  WITH A WOMAN NAMED CONSTANCE, ABOUT HER RENTAL SPACE .

I WOULD BE STAYING IN A HOUSE W/ HER 24 YR OLD SON BEN, AND ANOTHER MAN NAMED ROBERT.

AND I SIMPLY FELL INTO A DEEP SLEEP.

THIS LASTED TIL MORNING ABOUT 6-6:30 AM TODAY, THURSDAY.

IT IS HEALTHIER FOR ME TO NOT DO LATE NIGHT COMMUNICATIONS WITH PEOPLE.


ROUGH DAY OF COMMUNICATIONS.

IT WAS (AND OFTEN IS) 

HARD FOR ME TO  GET MY TEXTS/TYPING TO MATCH  MY EXACT QUESTIONS, THOUGHTS, 

WORDS,  CLEAR INTENTIONS.

 

Wednesday, April 5, 2023

WED APRIL 5, 2023 - MET W/ BEN EVENING

 UP AT 1am- TIL 4:30am.

rested some.

WOKE WITH RIGHT SIDE HEAD, TEMPLE, FACE, MOUTH PAIN.

NATURAL REM SLEEP REQUIRED!

PEOPLE HAVE SLEEP TRACKERS NOW.

BIO-HACKING TO TRACK a lifetime of sleep, INCLUDING REM SLEEP.

 YOGA  PRACTICE AGAIN TODAY.


WAITED TO GO MEET AGAIN THE YOUNG MAN 

AND HIS ROOMMATE WHERE I WOULD BE THE RENTER OF THE 3RD ROOM IN THE HOUSE,

THE SON WAS TAKING HIS STATISTICS CLASS, SO I WENT TO DINNER TO WAIT FOR MEETING.

LAS FAJITAS. 

I HAD BEEF STEAK TO SEE IF IT WOULD CALM MY NERVES AND CORE.

THIS GOES AGAINST ALL THE "YOG" VEGETARIANISM I KNOW. 

BUT THAT'S ANOTHER TOPIC.

I RARELY TAKE MYSLEF TO RESTAURANTS ANYMORE.

8:30 pm: MET WITH BEN.

HE KEPT ASKING ME TO LEAVE.

STATED HE WANTED TO PUT A TUBE TV IN MY ROOM. WHY?

NOT SURE WHAT TO MAKE OF THIS!!

I HANDLED IT AS LIGHTLY AND GENTLY AS POSSIBLE. I FORGOT THAT THERE ARE CAMERAS THERE, SO IT WAS RECORDED?

WOULD BEN BE DOING THIS FOR A WHOLE MONTH?

ASKING ME TO LEAVE?

TELLING ME WHAT TO DO IN THE RENTED ROOM?

THE OTHER MAN/  ROBERT WAS NOT IN THE HOUSE YET.

HE IS AN OLDER MAN IN HIS 50'S. SEEMED PLEASANT UPON MEETING.

BACK TO HOTEL.

EXHAUSTED.  LAID DOWN ON BED.

TEXTED BEN'S MOTHER.

RATHER SPEAK THAN TEXT. 

FELL INTO SLEEP APPROX 10-10:30 PM.

(IS THIS ALL BEING BROADCAST SINCE I AM UNDER SOME FORM OF NEURAL MONITORING?)




Tuesday, April 4, 2023

TUES , APRIL 4, 2023-

 NOT ENOUGH REST/ SLEEP.

UP ABOUT 4AM.

MON, APRIL 3, 2023 -ONLY 2 HOURS OF "SLEEP"

 DIFFICULT OVERNIGHT. 

ONLY 2 HOURS OF DOWN TIME/ SLEEP. 

SPRING HILL CHECK OUT

WENT TO SEE POSSIBLE RENTAL SPACE.

SPRING HILL CHECKED BACK IN.

 I NEEDED SLEEP

K & T PICKED ME UP AND HAD A LITTLE LATE DINNER.

THEY SHARED THEIR IDEA SOLUTION FOR ME...

BASED ON THEIR OWN EXPERIENCES IN LIFE.


Sunday, April 2, 2023

SUN, APRIL 2, 2023 - STILL IN FL

 STILL IN CITY.  HOTEL, THANKS TO HELP FROM SISTER.

ONLY A LITTLE "SLEEP."...

YET, HOLDING TOGETHER BETTER. 

PAIN LESS.

NO PLACE OF MY OWN YET.

SISTER WILL TRAVEL, SO WE ARE SPEAKING WHILE SHE IS ON THE FLY.

 

Saturday, April 1, 2023