Friday, April 7, 2023

FRI APRIL 7, 2023 - NO REAL SLEEP, BROKEN BITS -UPSIDE DOWN AMERICAN FLAG OUTSIDE MY WINDOW- DISTRESS?

STILL IN HOTEL. THE AMERICAN FLAG FLIES UPSIDE DOWN THIS MORNING!

THURSDAY, LAST NIGHT,

 I GOT a couple hours of "pass out mode. "

UNTIL  MIDNIGHT OR SO, APPROX.

CORE IN DISARRAY

STAYED AWAKE. 

ABOUT 5AM FORCED MYSELF BACK TO SLEEP.

WOKE AT 7AM APPROX.

7:30 AM APPROX OPENED CURTAINS.

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LAST NIGHT, 

AFTER 90 MINUTES OF HOT YOGA,

I TRIED POLLO TROPICAL RICE AND BEANS.

THIS IS JUST NOT A DOOF/FOOD FOR ME ANYMORE.

LAID DOWN IN BED IN MY CLOTHING,

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WOKE UP THIS MORNING, OPENED THE CURTAINS ON THE WINDOW 

TO FIND THE USA FLAG THAT IS RIGHT OUTSIDE MY WINDOW,

 FLYING UPSIDE DOWN!

WHY? A SIGN TO ME? OR THE HOTEL? OR THE HOTEL CHAIN?

I DON'T THINK THAT THIS FLAG IS TAKEN DOWN EACH NIGHT, 

TO THEN  BE RAISED AGAIN. AGAIN AT SUNRISE.

SO IT WAS DONE SPECIALLY AT SOME POINT.

DISTRESS, DANGER, AND OR PROTEST? 

I HAD TO LOOK IT UP TO CONFIRM THE MEANING OF THE UPSIDE DOWN FLAG.

THERE IS NOTHING IN THE GENERAL NEWS.

SO, IT SEEMS SPECIFIC TO THIS AREA? AND OR ME?


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AIMING TO LIVE FULLY...

HOW IS ONE TO DO SO WITH CONSTANT VERY LOUD RINGING IN SKULL?

SLEEP DEPRIVATION...

INABILITY TO EAT, CHEW, DIGEST THE FOODS THAT ARE AVAILABLE.

LIKE BEING A BABY AGAIN.

NOT FOR THIS WORLD?



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