Thursday, December 7, 2023

THURS DEC 7, 2023 - YESTERDAY'S L/GB CLEANSE SUCCESSFUL - ONE MORE SMALL DOSE CLEANSE TODAY

 SOME REST.

UP EARLY AS USUAL.

FAST ON LIQUIDS AS USUSAL.

SMALLER  LIVER/ GB FLUSH: 1/4 c. AVO OIL + 1/4 c. FRESH LEMON JUICE.

YESTERDAY'S FLUSH WAS SUCCESSFUL


THURS DEC 7, 2023 -FRESH AIR YOGA PRACTICES ?

 WILL BE PLEASANT TO HAVE CLEAR SPARKLING WATERS,  CLEAN FIRES,  AND TRY A WELL WARMED SPACE  WITH FRESH AIR FLOWING,  perhaps under tented awnings?!

https://www.yogajournal.com/lifestyle/outdoor-yoga/

excerpt: 

" Chavy explained that while she loves teaching out in the elements, it would be ideal to offer the option of a platform on the ground to allow students to choose what best befits one’s practice. She intoned that folks with injuries or those recovering from an injury are better off on an even surface..."

Wednesday, December 6, 2023

WED DEC 6, 2023 - SMALL LIVER/GB FLUSH , PRACTICE

 SOME REST FINALLY.

CHILLY OVERNIGHT INTO MORNING.

A.M. FAST ON LIQUIDS  AS USUSAL.

SMALL LIVER/GB FLUSH - 1/2 C AVO OIL + 1/2 C FRESH LEMON JUICE.


OFF TO ERRANDS.

4PM PRACTICE.




Tuesday, December 5, 2023

TUES DEC 5, 2023

 DIFFICULT OVERNIGHT.

IT'S A BEAUTIFUL, RICH DAY, TO BE HERE!

THE SKIES ARE SCARRED AND HEAVILY SHOWING THE TRAILS AND MAN MADE "CLOUDS."

AND STILL WE ADAPT.

OUT TO PRACTICE.

 

Monday, December 4, 2023

MON DEC 4, 2023

BEAUTIFUL MORNING  TO ME, THOUGH IN PAIN.

HIGH PITCH SHRILL TONE/ RINGING IS STILL CONSTANT.

AS USUAL MY NATURAL INNATE HAPPY IS WITH ME. 

I FELT READY TO GO RIGHT OVER TO physical YOGA PRACTICE...

EVEN THOUGH I HAD PAIN SWELLING, SKULL, CORE OF BODY ETC.

I TOOK MY TIME TO GATHER THOUGHTS ETC.

PUT ON SHIELDING AN RESTED TO EASE PAIN WHILE I STUDIED.

I AM HEALING AGAIN!


WILL SEE TO MY PHYSICAL practice SCHEDULE LATER.

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DRIVING HOME LAST NIGHT,  I STOPPED FOR GASOLINE,

THE TONE SHIFTED GREATLY FOR A BRIEF TIME.

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MY SLEEP ALMOST NEVER FEELS  NATURAL ANY LONGER.

LAST NIGHT WENT INTO SLEEP/ REST/ PASS OUT MODE, 

FIRST PART OF NIGHT. MINIMAL SKULL SHIELDING ON.

CAME TO, 

THEN WAS ABLE TO SLEEP AGAIN. 

NO SHIELDING ON BODY.

CAME TO/ WOKE.





SUN DEC 3, 2023- ARTT COURSE

 

UP AM.

I READIED QUICKLY TO DRIVE FOR  "A. RAJA "

PRACTICE BEFORE COURSE STUDY.

ENJOYED THE PRACTICE AND THE COURSE.

STOPPED FOR BITE TO GO.



SAT. DEC 2, 2023- ARTT COURSE ATTENDANCE - GROTTO DESECRATION

 SLEEP BROKEN AND TORTUROUS.

DID NOT GO FOR MORNING PHYSICAL PRACTICE.

ATTENDED THE COURSE STUDY. 

STOPPED FOR GROCERY, 

IN THE GROCERY "ALDI'S" THERE WERE PEOPLE, A FEW COUPLES,  DRESSED IN ALL BLACK ETC.

THE USUAL GET UPS, 

AS BEEN DEMONSTRATED IN IN THIS AREA OF FLORIDA YEARS BEFORE. 


STOPPED FOR PRAYER AT THE LITTLE MARY GROTTO.

THE SPACE  WAS DEFILED, BEFOULED, DESECRATED.

I REMOVED ONE ITEM TO BE LEFT FOR THE TRASH.

I LET IT BE.

PERHAPS THIS HAS BEEN DONE BEFORE? 



Friday, December 1, 2023

FRIDAY, DEC 1, 2023 - UNNATURAL, EXCESSIVE INFLAMMATION

 REST, SLEEP IN 2 SECTIONS.

"DATA BEING ROUTED INTO THROUGH ONES BODY"

#1- APPROX 12:30 MIDNIGHT TIL 4 AM.

INFLAMMATION. 

AWAKE UP TIL APPROX 6:30 AM

ABDOMEN WAS EXPOSED.

PUT ON SHIELDING. 


#2-RESTED UNTIL APPROX 9:30 AM.

QUITE ALOT OF INFLAMMATIONS FOR NO REASONS.

I DO BEST WITH MORE  INTENSE HEALTHY HEAT WITH SAUNAS, HOT BATHS, HEATED SLOW YOGA ETC. 

HAVE ONLY A SHOWER IN RECENT MONTHS NOW.

Tuesday, November 28, 2023

TUES NOV 28, 2023 - STUDY FROM KEN WHEELER - POINT SOURCE ENERGY 🧐 Importance & What is it?

  HAVE NEVER MET HIM. CAN'T WAIT TO DO SOME HIS EXPERIMENTS ! 

POINT SOURCE ENERGY 🧐 Importance & What is it?



TUES NOV 28, 2023- PRACTICE

 HIGH LOUD SHRILL TONE EVER PRESENT.

BIG BREAK IN SLEEP AGAIN.

GOT A FEW HOURS OF KIND-OF SLEEP AFTER SUNRISE. 

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ERRANDS.

THEN OFF TO PRACTICE 

Monday, November 27, 2023

MON NOV 27, 2023 -PERHAPS TRY SLEEP MONITOR

 MAY BE BEST TO TRY A SLEEP MONITOR.

LAST NIGHT, INTO WHAT I CALL "PASS OUT MODE" FOR MAYBE AN HOUR WITHOUT SHIELDING.


EVEN AS I TYPE THIS THE PIERCING TONE AMPED UP IN LEFT EAR/ SIDE OF SKULL.


LAST NIGHT WENT TO SLEEP/ PASS OUT MODE..

THEN I WOKE: PLANNED TO GO BACK TO SLEEP.

ENDED UP  STUDYING COMMUNICATIONS, REAL HISTORY OF RELIGION, PHYSICS  ETC.

THEN PUT ON SHIELDING,

GOT A FEW HOURS OF SLEEP AFTER 5AM.

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Sunday, November 26, 2023

SUN NOV 26, 2023- SOME REST- ABLE TO ATTEND MY A.R.T.T.

 MORNING: 

AS ALWYAS FOR YEARS NOW, HIGH PITCHED TONE EVER PRESENT. 

PIERCING SHRILL TONE SHIFTS AT TIMES IN EACH EAR. AND SHIFTS IN TONES SOMETIMES. ( I'M SURE THERE IS BETTER WAY TO DEFINE AND DESCRIBE THIS).

THE NIGHTS SEEM A TORTURE TIME.

OR JUST LOUDER BECAUSE I AM STILL, AIMING TO REST?

(MANY CHILDREN ARE DEALING WITH THIS AND MORE!)

PATTERN: 

PASS OUT MODE FOR A BIT.

THEN WOKEN.

FINALLY ABLE TO REST AFTER 3-4-5 AM.

IS THIS ALL AUTOMATED, AND OR LIVING PESRON/S CHECK IN ON THEIR SUBJECTS? 

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AFTERNOON:

HEADED OUT TO ATTEND TEACHER TRAINING.

WENT EARLY FOR FRESH JUICE. 

JUICES ARE VERY HELPFUL.

WAS IN THIS CLARITY AND HEALTHFUL MODE FOR MOST OF MY LIFE.

IN CALIFORNIA RAW FOODS, JUICES EASILY BY 2004.

THEN CAME THE  INEXPLICABLE...

20 YEARS AGO, HARD TO BELIEVE I LIVED THROUGH THIS MUCH UNREMITTING TORTURE.

BUT I HAVE. 


SAT NOV 25, 2023 - GREAT PAIN IN SKULL- NO SLEEP- ATTENDED A.R.T.T./FACE, SKULL, CERVICAL PAIN

 NO SLEEP. SHRILL TONE/SKULL RINGING.

, EVER PRESNT, CHANGING AT TIMES

WAS NOT ABLE TO GO PRACTICE IN THE MORNING.

ABLE TO CLEAR SOME!

DROVE DOWN TO ATTEND MY ARTT  COURSE.

MY FACE SHOWS THE RAVAGES OF THE TECHNOLOGIES.

THANKFUL TO STILL BE ALIVE, 

AND WITH WILLPOWER, SOUL-POWER, PHYSICALITY  AND GRACE TO CONTINUE ON.



FRI NOV 24, 2023

 SPOKE W GIS

Thursday, November 23, 2023

THURS NOV. 23, 2023 - PSINERGY -BIOPHYSICS


(dont know if this video will still be up. But there is plenty of information on WBAN for those with eyes to see, ears to hear.)

https://odysee.com/@psinergy:f/trim.E4B1A1CD-FF56-4FCB-BBA1-C2E1ABB11920:3

QUOTE FROM PSINERGY
Psinergy8 hours ago


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"yawning and sneezing are common auto commands for smart dust when your biosignals are NOT aligning with your smart meter.

Were you reading the bible? oh, well we cannot have that.

Are you trying to communicate from the heart with your loved one in any emotional level - ?

happy, concise, hurried, worried or laughing -

if it does not match the algorithims, you cannot hear your loved one,

a tone might go off in your ear, you might get dizzy.

These are drop down menus in software written for the meta materials,

the Hitachi 3000 smart dust from the 90s and tested with N graph math repeatedly since the 70s.

You are in your housebox and if you have not changed up your furniture, your cleaning supplies,

where you keep your reflective or refractive indice structure surfaces - OR -

if you have not been in prayer, stayed exercising every day,

change up your blood stream at the drop of a hat by jogging in place or clapping your hands -

see how the humans around you will think you are nuts -

but the signal will re aggregate and you will have a moment to shift your physiology ...

this is pure hell and for those of you who laugh and think "oh not me"

that's bc they have not turned up your VOLTAGE yet ..

you're just not as viable as a routing path as this lady ..

and companies and machine learning do not take anything into account

except mechanics of your blood stream, heart rate and how fast they need your heart to beat

to push that data past the bootstrap of your bcu - your phone.



THURS NOV 23, 2023- THE HEART-BRAIN -


The Heart-Brain: Integral Anatomy with Gil Hedley

YOU CAN SEE HIM ON YOUTUBE 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mTYPxFqsimk
 
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THURS NOV 23, 2023 =THANKSGIVING, ANUTTARA RAJA

 

11:15 practice with SEAN

WED NOV 22, 2023

 Night. Study and  practice w Philip

1 Vinyasa study

2 Anuttara RAJA practice

TUES NOV 21, 2023

 night- Anuttara RAJA practice

Monday, November 20, 2023

MON. NOV 20, 2023 -PERHAPS, NOT ALL OUT OF AFRICA MY FRIENDS

 

HISTORY IS NOT ALL OUT OF AFRICA?

https://atlanteangardens.blogspot.com/2022/


MON NOV 20, 2023- TIME SEEMS TO BE FLYING -RAINY DAY


BROKEN SLEEP, BUT BETTER REST IN SOME WAY. 

WOKE, AND STAYED UP TIL AFTER SUNRISE.

SHIELDING ON AND RESTED MORE TO CLEAR SYSTEMS.


😎 RAINS CAME AS REPLIES, AT JUST THE RIGHT TIMES AGAIN. 


Sunday, November 19, 2023

SUN NOV 19, 2023 - yoga

 broken sleep last night as is ususal now.

shrill ringing is constant.

certain  of my shielding seems to alleviate a little.

WON'T GO INTO DETAIL HERE.

AS SOON AS I/ WE KNOW HOW IT WORKS OF COURSE WE WILL KNOW HOW BETTER TO STAY ALIVE AND ONCE AGAIN LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.

note to self re : my correct summation of :"civil military fusion strategy ..."

Saturday, November 18, 2023

Friday, November 17, 2023

FRI NOV 18, 2023 -BEAUTIFUL BUILDING - GOVT OFFICES AND EMPLOYEES

 sigh, went to govt office. 

People have quite peculiar behaviors for a "social" place helping people.

OFFICE IS IN A BEAUTIFUL CLEAN HIGH RISE BUILDING.

C4ISR and more definitely seems to be in place, and active. 

GET THE BOOK here:
http://www.newworldwar.org/update352.htm

"Life Among AI-Controlled Citizens: Testimony of an Outsider"
Copyright © Mark M. Rich
All rights reserved



Wednesday, November 15, 2023

WED NOV 16, 2023 - RATHER DO THAN TEACH

 VERY LITTLE SLEEP. 

MAKING THE BEST OF IT...

FOCUSED ON CLARIFYING RESEARCH.

ALWAYS HAVE BEEN ONE TO DO, RATHER THAN TEACH...

 TEACHING BY EXAMPLE THROUGH ONE'S OWN HOME...

THIS IS HOW CHILDREN REALLY LEARN THE MOST!


BUT WE SHALL SEE...

SINCE YOUTH MY SPIRIT/ WILL SEEMS STRONGER THAN BODY.

YET, THIS BODY, AND MIND HAS PROVEN ITSELF AMAZING AS WELL.

THERE WERE TIMES I WAS AFRAID OF MY OWN...

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO CALL IT...

POWER, ?

HOLDING UP WELL CONSIDERING..

BUT WE SHALL SEE...

ONE DOES NOT HAVE TO AGREE, BUT I LIKE THAT KEN WHEELER/ THEORIA APOPHASIS

 REFERS TO THE ANCIENT GREEK HERE: 


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCfzL9ncbKo




TUES NOV 14, 2023 -NOTES

 SO TIRED.

NEED TO GO PRACTICE IN A NICE HEATED ROOM...

PLUS MY OWN CLEAN SAUNA AGAIN.

(A FEW YEARS BACK, I  HAD MY BRAND NEW SAUNA SHIPPED TO GEORGIA WHEN I STAYED THERE. WE PUT IT TOGETHER THERE.

MY FRIEND SOLD HIS HOUSE,  AND INCLUDED THE SAUNA, SO IT IS BENEFITTING THE NEW OWNERS.)

I REALLY PREFER  THE OLD HOT ROCK DRY SAUNAS BETTER THOUGH, WHEN I HAVE A CHOICE.

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THE PHYSICS/ BIO-PHYSICS AS TOLD TO THE GENERAL PUBLIC 

VS. 

THE WAY COMMUNICATIONS, ELECTRICITY AND  THE WORLDWIDE INFRASTRUCTURE ACTUALLY ARE FUNCTIONING THE PAST 150+ YEARS  !!

TO AFFECT OUR BODIES AND MINDS.

BETTER TO JUST LIVE IT...

BUT A FEW BOOKS MIGHT ASSIST HERE...

https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/biomedical-signals-and-sensors-iii-eugenijus-kaniusas/1127743668

https://www.barnesandnoble.com/s/%22Biological+and+Medical+Physics%2C+Biomedical+Engineering%22?Ntk=P_Series_Title&Ns=P_Series_Number&Ntx=mode+matchall



Monday, November 13, 2023

MON NOV 13, 2023 - NO SLEEP

 RINGING IS EVER PRESENT.

NO SLEEP. 

UNUSUAL NIGHT.

COMPLETED THE ONLINE PORTION OF ANUTTARA  RAJA COURSE YESTERDAY.

NOW TO PRACTICE AGAIN.

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AM IMMERSED IN MY OTHER STUDIES, RESEARCH AS WELL.

MY WORK IS UNPAID, YET, IMPERATIVE TO HEALTH/ WELL-BEING.

PAPERS TO WRITE PERHAPS. I'M NOT A TYPIST BY NATURE TO SAY THE LEAST, SO WE SHALL SEE.

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I PREFER TO JUST PRACTICE THE LIGHTER HEARTED PARTS OF LIFE. 


Sunday, November 12, 2023

Saturday, November 11, 2023

SATURDAY NOV 11, 2023 -

 EVER PRESENT SHRILL TONES IN SKULL.

LEFT EAR /LEFT SIDE OF SKULL DOMINANT.

BROKEN SLEEP. 

FIRST HALF OF NIGHT WITH NO SHIELDING WOKEN UP AT 3-3:30 AM.

UP TIL SUNRISE.

PUT ON SHIELDING,

 AND WAS ABLE TO GET SOME FORM OF SLEEP FOR A COUPLE HOURS.

THIS HELPS TO ALLOW MY BODY/BRAIN TO CLEANSE.

 A GOOD NUMBER OF PEOPLE USE SLEEP MONITORS/ APPS TO DOCUMENT THEIR SLEEP.

PLANNED TO DRIVE SOUTH, 

BUT DID NOT GET IN TOUCH YET. 

Friday, November 10, 2023

FRI NOV 10, 2023 - BANK PARKING LOT KID SHOWS UP AS OSTENSIBLE "SECURITY GUARD"?

 UP TIL 3:30 AM AT LEAST. SHIELDING ON.

RESTED A LITTLE IN MORNING.

STUDY OF YOGA SUTRAS.

STUDY OF COMMUNICATIONS, AND TECHNOLOGIES. 

LIGHT, SOUND.

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APROX 5:30 pm out for errands.

A LITTLE AFTER 6PM. IN PARKING LOT AFTER COMPLETING MY TASK INSIDE THE BANK, 

STALKING NETWORK, or whatever is really going on...

 SHOWED UP AS OSTENSIBLE SECURITY IN PARKING LOT AT BANK

2 JOBS IN ONE? WHY WAS THE KID ACTING SO SHADY? 

UNPROFESSIONAL IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT.

AFTER REMOVING HIS UNIFORM IN THE CAR I GUESS,

NOT WANTING TO SHOW ME HIS UNIFORM, AND ID TAG AS IDENTIFICATION?

HE CALLED A WOMAN WHO SOUNDED SHADY HERSELF. 

WHO HIRES SUCH PEOPLE ?

THEY ARE PUT INTO "SECURITY" POSITIONS THAT THEY OBVIOUSLY MISUSE!

TERRORIZING USUSPECTING CIVILIANS.

THE YOUNG WOMAN DRIVING THE CAR GOT IN THE ACT

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WHEN I LEFT THE PARKING LOT A BOCA POLICE SUV DROVE BESIDE ME FOR A COUPLE MINUTES AFTERWARDS. ON FED HWY.

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I DROVE NORTH TO THE GROCERY STORE.

AT LEAST ONE OTHER PERSON SEEMED TO BE A CONTINUATION OF LOCAL MONITORING. 

LARGE YOUNG WOMAN IN HOT PINK, WITH HER PHONE OUT, EAR GADGETS ETC.

COULD JUST BE LISTENING TO MUSIC. BUT SHE WAS OBVIOUSLY DOING SOMETHING ELSE.

I WAS AT THE BACK OF THE STORE, AND SHE CAME TO THE BACK OF THE STORE PRETENDING TO SHOP IN THE MEAT DEPT.  SHE THEN LEFT AND CAME BACK. 

I WAS SPEAKING WITH THE OLDER MAN BY THEN AND I SPOKE TO HIM ABOUT THE STALKER/ MONITORING ETC. LOUD ENOUGH FOR THE WOMAN TO HEAR.

SHE WAS AWARE AND HOVERED ABOUT. 

SIGH.

MORE DETAILS NOT WORTH TYPING. 

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MET AND SPOKE WITH A MAN IN HIS 60'S WHO SEEMS TO KNOW ABOUT COMMUNICATIONS.

HE TOLD OLD CLICHE ABOUT WOLVES, SHEEP AND SHEEPDOGS. ETC.

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STOPPED AT TRADER JOES BEFORE THEY CLOSED. 

BOUGHT AND ATE A SALAD IN THE CAR.

Thursday, November 9, 2023

THURS NOV 9, 2023

 DIFFICULT NIGHT.

EXTREMELY HIGH PITCHED TONES.

SORE SKULL AS IS MOST OFTEN.

STUDIES DURING DAY. 

GOOD FRUITFUL STUDIES YOGA AND TECHNOLOGIES.

REGULAR TASKS,  A LITTLE LAUNDRY ON PREMISES. 


Wednesday, November 8, 2023

WED NOV 8, 2023 - SHORT L/GB CLEANSE

 STUDIES ALL DAY

USUAL SELF HEALERS MORNING.


PREP FOR SMALL LIVER/ GB CLEANSE 

1 tsp ACTIVATED CHARCOAL / 1/2  tsp psyllium 

5-6 PM? , 1/3 C MACADAMIA OIL/ 1/3 c. FRESH LEMON JUICE

GRAPEFRUIT JUICE.

UP LATE 

BUT FLUSH WENT WELL 

Tuesday, November 7, 2023

TUES NOV 7, 2023- PASS OUT MODE WITH NO SHIELDING - WOKE THEN RESTED A LITTLE AFTER SUNRISE

 ROUGH DRAFT, I'M TOO TIRED. 

THE HIGH PITCHED RINGING NEVER STOPS. 

This technology and HIGH PITCHED, SHRIEKING/SHRILL TONE/S SEEM HARDER, AND WORSE IN THE  NIGHTS. 

STUDIED AS I COULD TODAY DURING THE DAYTIME.

YOGA PHILOSOPHY AND PRACTICE, FOR  RECERTIFICATION.

ALSO MY STUDIES/ RESEARCH FOR:

THE ADVANCEMENTS ON THE TECHNOLOGIES IN USE ON WHAT SEEMS TO BE THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLES IN USA. ( USA FOR NOW.)

PUBLIC DISCLOSURE AND SOLUTIONS FOR SHIELDING TO LIVE MY OWN LIFE, 

'AND PROTECT , DEFEND MY BODY AND MIND OF MY FAMILY.  THOUGH THEY ALL SEEM TO BE ACCEPTING AND UNQUESTIONING.

AS DO THE MASS OF PEOPLE.


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ADULTS WILL DO WELL TO REMEMBER THAT THEIR CHILDREN FIGHT AT BEDTIME.

PURE CLEAR, CLEAN CHILDREN....WHY?

I'VE STUDIED THIS FOR DECADES. 

I EXPERIENCED IT TOO AS A CHILD. NOT THE RINGING BACK IN THE 1960'S THO. 

THIS SPECIFIC SHRILL, PIERCING, PAINFUL SKULL TERROR ONLY CAME UPON ME IN CERTAIN YEARS AFTER I WAS MARRIED. =BASED IN S. FLORIDA.

SOME ( or most by now, in 2023 USA) CHILDREN, BABIES TOO, ARE BEING COVERTLY MONITORED FROM A DISTANCE, AND MUCH WORSE.

some are literally ....i cannot type facts here right now.


MON NOV 6, 2023

SUN NOV 5, 2023

SAT NOV 4, 2023

Friday, November 3, 2023

FRI NOV 3, 2023 -NO SLEEP LAST NIGHT, DAY OF STUDY

 ALWAYS THE HIGH PITCHED, PAINFUL AND SOMETIMES CHANGING SHRILL TONES.

THURSADY I RESTED SOME EARLIER IN THE NIGHT WITH NO SHIELDING.

HAD A SURPRISING BRIGHT, CLEAR, SHORT DREAM.

THEN, WOKE.

CLEAR INSIGHTS, ANSWERS.

JOTTED NOTE RE DREAM BRIEFLY.

NO MORE SLEEP THEN, DIFFICULT NIGHT.

A BIT OF REST, BREATH AFTER SUBRISE.

UP FOR DAY RESEARCH AM.

THEN STUDIED ALL DAY.  

SHOWER, OUT FOR GROCERY.

BACK TO STUDY.

ANUTTARA AND ANCIENT GREEK/ ANTIQUITIES

THURS NOVE 2, 2023

 FOCUSED ON ANUTTARA RAJA STUDY, PRACTICE.

SPOKE W GIS RE:  A+ L - PRESENT CLEANSING AND HEALING PROTOCOLS 

Wednesday, November 1, 2023

WED NOV 1, 2023- 11 YEARS SINCE MOTHERS PASSING/DEATH

 IT'S NOVEMBER 1, 2023.


FASTING. CLEAR LIQUIDS.


BY 4:15 PM. SMALL LIVER CLEANSE.

1/4 C MACADAMIA OIL +1/4 C FRESH LEMON JUICE.

GRAPEFRUIT JUIE TO CHASE IT. 

TUES OCT. 31, 2023 - HALLOWEEN EVE - TO THE LITTLE GROTTO w/ MARY

 ATTENDED SEVERAL HOURS TO STUDIES DURING THE DAY. FOR TEACHERS TRAINING.

OUT FOR ERRANDS. .

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STALKER WOMAN SHOWED UP.

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WENT TO THE TARGET STORE.

MET ALONG THE WAY SOME SWEET TINY SMILING CHILDREN IN THEIR FESTIVE DRESS-UP.


WENT AT NIGHT TO THE LITTLE STONE GROTTO IN BROWARD COUNTY,  FLORIDA.

OCT 31, 2012, WAS THE LAST NIGHT I WAS ABLE TO TOUCH, HOLD MY MOTHER WHEN SHE WAS ALIVE.

I WALKED INTO HER LITTLE HOME. A PLACE LONG PAID FOR BY HER OWN WORK AND SACRIFICES. 

I SAW THE CRUDE SET UP AND SCENE. THE TOP OF MY MOTHER'S HEAD FACING TOWARDS THE DOOR AS SHE LAY IN THE HOSPITAL BED ON WHEELS.

STUNNED, WITH HORROR AT WHAT WAS GOING ON. THE LARGE HEAVY WOMAN, A STRANGER, PLAYING THAT COARSE RECORDED ' CHRISTIAN?' MUSIC.

APRIL WALTZED IN. SASHAYED WITH A MEDIUM SIZE CRISP WHITE SHOPPING BAG, AS I RECALL. LEFTOVERS FROM HER DINNER? 

SHE SAID SOMETHING ABOUT HAVING MOTHER'S GOLD JEWELRY.

???? MY MOTHER HAD SO LITTLE AND WHAT WAS APRIL TALKING ABOUT?

APRIL POURED HERSELF A GLASS OF WHITE WINE, AND ASKED IF I WANTED ONE.

I DIDN'T.

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DESPITE ALL THE PHARMA DRUGS BEING ADMINISTERED BY THE NURSE AND APRIL,

MY MOTHER AWARE. SO STRONG.

SHE WAS SO RELIEVED TO HAVE ME THERE. SHE SAID SO. OH, YOUR HANDS DD.

SOME WORDS TO THAT AFFECT.

MAYBE THE HOSPICE NURSE RECORDED SOME? 

FOR ME TOUCH TO HER ABDOMEN, AS I FIGURED OUT WHAT WAS GOING ON.

SHE WAS STRONG. SHE SAT UP.

I CAN'T TYPE TOO MUCH MORE NOW.

I LAID DOWN WITH MOTHER IN THE HOSPITAL BED THAT HOSPICE HAD SET UP.

THE HOSPICE NURSE ASKED IF I WANTED HIM TO TAKE MY PICTURE, I WAS CONFUSED AT HIS QUESTION.

APRIL JUST LAUGHED HER SNORTING DISDAIN ETC.

ALL WAS PUZZLING. 

WHY ? MORE WENT ON.

I ONLY KNEW SOME THEN... NEAR IMPOSSIBLE TO FATHOM.

I KNOW MORE NOW.

AND THE MAN WHO WAS SITTING OUTSIDE, IN A HIS OLD VEHICLE KNEW THEN, 

AND HE KNOWS NOW,  AND MANY OTHERS KNOW TOO.





MON OCT 30, 2023

SUN. OCT 29, 2023

SAT OCT 28, 2023

Friday, October 27, 2023

FRI OCT 27, 2023- psychiatry is still toast

QUICK ROUGH DRAFT.

CERTAIN BOARDS AND DECIDERS ARE TRYING TO REFRAME, RESHAPE PSYCHIATRY AND HEAD MASSES OF PEOPLE OFF AT THE PASS. HEAD OFF THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW THE TRUER PHYSICS, THE HIDDEN AND COVERTLY USED COMMUNICATIONS, AND ABOUT REMOTE MONITORING, WBAN ETC

https://www.appi.org/Products/Evidence-Based-Psychiatry/How-to-Practice-Evidence-Based-Psychiatry

I PERCEIVE PSYCHIATRY CAN AND WILL ONLY GO ON FOR SO LONG. LETTING THE PROFESSIONALS KEEP THEIR CAREERS, JOBS. 

UNIVERSITIES/ AND COURSES MAY TRY TO TRANSITION.

ULTIMATELY IT WON'T WORK. AND FACTS, LOGIC, REASON AND HISTORY WILL OVERTAKE THE DECEPTIONS.

SEE THE BRAIN INITIATIVE. I CRINGED AND KNEW IMMEDIATELY WHEN I SAW THE BRAIN INIATIVE ROLL OUT https://braininitiative.nih.gov/

WHAT PERCENTAGE OF  PSYCHIATRISTS AND PSYCHOLOGISTS  ACROSS THIS WORLD ARE TAKING THEIR OWN RX?

 HOW MANY ARE REMOTELY MANAGED THEMSELVES AND ARE CLUELESS?

HOW MANY IN ALL THE FIELDS OF PSYCHIATRY , PSYCHOLOGY, ALTERNATIVE MED, SPIRITUAL COUNSEL, INCLUDING YOGA GURUS ACROSS THIS WORLD...

KNOW FULLY OF ORGANIZED STALKERS PROGRAMS, PROJECTS AND NETWORKS? 

HOW MANY PARTICIPATE  KNOWINGLY IN THE  REAL PROGRAMS GOING ON?

AND  WHAT OF ALL THE RELIGIONS THE LEADERS  ? 


FRI OCT 27, 2023- A SHIFT OVERNIGHT

 SOME REST FROM APPROX 3AM.

A ROUGH TIME AS IF BATTLING.

"CAME TO" MY ROOM IS FREEZING COLD. 

TURNED OFF A/C.

PERCEIVED SHIFT IN/AROUND MYSELF....

FOR THE BETTER.



THURS OCT. 26, 2023

Wednesday, October 25, 2023

WED OCT 25, 2023

 FINALLY ABLE TO REST A COUPLE HOURS IN MORNING.

WOKE UP TO MY ONLINE WORK/ AND STUDIES

THEN SHOWER AND DO ERRANDS.

Sunday, October 22, 2023

SUN OCT 22, 2023 - GERI "CHANGED HER MIND"

 GERI IS A VERY NICE OLDER WOMAN. SHE HAS A "SMART" HOME in FT LAUD.

GERI WORKED WITH COMPUTERS EARLY ON.

 SHE,  LIKE MILLIONS OF OTHER PEOPLE, DOES NOT KNOW THAT HER MIND CAN BE CHANGED THROUGH THE " BROADCAST" VIA PRESENT DAY TECHNOLOGIES. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j0Z0USeUtWU

Individual RF Attacks

IF THIS VIDEO IS DOWN, LOOK UP FOR YOURSELVES,  THE MANY PEOPLE AND THE WELL DEVELOPED PROFITING INDUSTRIES THAT ARE INVOLVED IN THE TRANSFORMATIONS, MANIPULATION OF HUMAN BODIES, BRAINS, LIVES. 


MON OCT 23, 2023-

Saturday, October 21, 2023

SAT OCT 21, 2023- SPOKE W GERI TO RENT ROOMS ALL SET FOR 7 WEEKS

 TEXTS WITH GERI IN FT LAUDERDALE, A PLACE FOR 7 WEEKS!

 SO, NOW I CAN WALK, RIDE QUICKLY TO ANUTTARA. TO ATTEND CLASSES.

THIS WILL BE GOOD!


GERI AND I MET SOME MONTHS AGO.

AND WE AGREED ON RENTAL TERMS.

SWEET OLDER, CLEAN  HOUSE/ HOME.

THEN THE BLACK ANTS SHOWED UP.

SHE HAD PEST CONTROL PERSON COME IN.

THIS SUPPOSEDLY CLEARED UP THE PROBLEM.

I PLANNED TO MOVE IN.

I DROVE DOWN TO VISIT GERI,  I TOOK PICS OF THE ANTS, SAW IT FOR MYSLEF.

THEN THE ANT INVASION CAME BACK AND KEPT PERSISTING.

EVEN INTO HER DISHWASHER.

PEOPLE DO NOT YET COMPREHEND THE PHYSICS OF RADIO/ RADIATION/ AETHER AND FIELDS.

HOW ALL LIFE CAN BE STEERED AND MANIPULATED!

INSECTS, ANIMALS, AND PEOPLE TOO!





FRI OCT 20, 2023

THURS OCT 19, 2023

Wednesday, October 18, 2023

WED OCT 18, 2023

 VERY ROUGH NIGHT AGAIN.

BODY SUFFERS FROM THIS 

TUES OCT 17, 2023

MON OCT 16, 2023

SUN OCT 15, 2023 - TO ANUTTARA

 NO SLEEP. SHRILL RINGING IN SKULL IS AS LOUD AS EVER.

EYES BURNING EVERY MORNING.

IT'S SAID CERTAIN OF US ARE BEING COOKED FROM THE INSIDE.


SO, I FOCUSED ON DEEPENING, EXPANDING OF MY STUDIES.

ABOUT 2:15 PM.

TO ANUTTARA FOR MEETING ABOUT UPCOMING 200 HOUR COURSE.




Friday, October 13, 2023

FRIDAY OCT 13, 2023 - TEXT FROM G RE: L


30 YEARS PLUS+ OF MY  LIFETIME OF INSIGHTS AND RESEARCH ...ARE BEING CLARIFIED !

REVELATIONS,

FOR THOSE WITH EYES TO SEE, EARS TO HEAR.

FOR THOSE OF STRONG, CLEAR, CLEAN HEARTS, MINDS, SOUL, SPIRIT, 

 APO CALYPE/ LEAVES/COVERINGS  BEING REMOVED.

ALL UNDER AN ACTIVE LAYER OF COVER...

 VIA THE NECESSARY? WORLD WAR GAMES/ STAGED CONFLICTS. 

IN PART, TO SOFTEN/HIDE  THE LIGHT , THE FACTS, REVEALINGS?

JUST TODAY : UNEXPECTED TEXT , news received from Giselle that Luna will go to TREATMENT? 

FOR WHAT?? Under whose auspices?? WHO PRESCRIBES AND DECIDES SUCH ACTIONS? 

Thursday, October 12, 2023

THURS OCT 12, 2023 - STILL NO REAL SLEEP- SEE SABRINA WALLACE AND HER INFO ON THE HUMAN BIOFIELD

DIFFICULT NIGHT. LOOKING DRAWN, AND I'M EXTREMELY DRAINED TODAY. 

I USE MY SLEEPLESS HOURS EACH NIGHT TO DEEPEN AND EXPAND MY COMPREHENSION OF THE PHYSICS, AND TECHNOLOGIES. 

ALSO ADDRESSING MY OWN VALUES,  AND HOW BEST TO LIVE NOW.


 HOW BEST TO ADDRESS? HOW BEST TO LIVE ? 

...AMIDST AND WITH THE PRESENT DAY HIGH TECHNOLOGIES THAT SURROUND US ALL, 

AND THE TECH THAT IS RUNNING THROUGH MY OWN BODY.

FOR NOW : SEE ...

https://gangstalkingmindcontrolcults.com/best-sabrina-wallace-youtube-on-electronic-warfare-august-2023/

https://gangstalkingmindcontrolcults.com/convergence-of-high-tech-savvy-ti-testimonies-oct-10-2023/

I'VE NOT YET MET DR ERIC KARLSTROM NOR SABRINA WALLACE. 

THEIR VIDEOS, WRITINGS, AND RESEARCH IS CLOSE TO WHAT I HAVE FOUND AS WELL. 

IF YOU COME ACROSS THIS BLOG SOON,

IT MAY TAKE YOU A MONTH OR 2 TO DIGEST AND VERIFY THIS INFO FOR YOURSELF.

IF THE LINKS ARE AVAILABLE ARCHIVE IT FOR YOURSELF.


Wednesday, October 11, 2023

WED OCT 11, 2023- ALWAYS ODD WEATHER NOW

 DIFFICULT NIGHTS AS FAR AS SLEEP. ALMOST ALWAYS.

I'M SURE THIS IS WHY MODERN CHILDREN FIGHT SLEEP TIME FOR DECADES NOW.

I WON'T GO INTO DETAILS HERE.

CLOUDY,

THEN SUN,

RAINS.

I'VE BEEN IN FLORIDA ENOUGH TIME TO NOTICE THESE WEATHER /SKY SHIFTS.


TUES OCT 10, 2023 - 4 ROOMS OF FIRE RESCUE TEAM CAME TO STAY OVERNIGHT

THE TINNITUS IS EVER LOUD.

CHANGING TONES AT TIMES.

NIGHTS ARE VERY HARD.

I  HAD GONE OUT FOR GROCERIES AND ERRANDS.

FELT ODD, NOT IN A BAD WAY. 

BUT I FELT LIGHTER.

BEFORE I LEFT I NOTICED AND SPOKE TO ONE OF THE EMT MEN. 

I CAME BACK AND NOTICED THAT THEIR  ROOMS=SURROUNDED ME .

ONE WOMAN ON GROUND FLOOR, STAYING IN ROOM DIRECTLY BENEATH ME.

SOME OTHERS NEAR. 

...

  THEY MAY WELL KNOW SOMETHINGS ABOUT THE TECHNOLOGIES THAT ARE LONG IN USED TO KEEP TRACK OF CITIZENS?

HAVE NOT SPOKEN WITH THEM YET.


MON OCT 9, 2023

Sunday, October 8, 2023

SUN OCT 8, 2023

 A LITTLE REAL REST OVER NIGHT.

USUAL MORNING LIQUIDS ONLY. 

PREP FOR CLEANSE.

AFTERNOON A  SHORT LIVER/ GB CLEANSE MIXTURE WITH LEMON/ OILS. 1/4 C EACH. 


SAT OCT 7, 2023

 NO SLEEP AT NIGHT AS IS USUAL RECENTLY.

STUDY OF W-BAN: WIRELESS/ WIDE BODY AREA NETWORK ETC. 

A FEW HOURS OF REST IN THE MORNING.

TRIED MY PREP FOR LIVER/GB FLUSH,  BUT NOT QUITE READY.



FRI OCT 6, 2023

THURS OCT 5, 2023

WED OCT 4, 2023

Monday, October 2, 2023

MON OCT 2, 2023

 NO SLEEP AT NIGHT.

ABLE TO SLEEP @ 6:30 AM APPROX

WOKE 10 AM APPROX.

CONTINUING WITH LIQUIDS ONLY ALL DAY.

AM FASTING THROUGH TIL EVENING-

SMALL  TO MEDIUM"MEAL" 5PM OR LATER

SUN. OCT 1, 2023 - NO SLEEP AT NIGHT

Thursday, September 28, 2023

THURS SEPT 28, 2023

 RESEARCH, STUDIES CONSTANT, AS IF IN UNIVERSITY...EXCEPT OF OLD.

SELF- DIRECTED TO A DEGREE.

NOT TOPICS I'D LIKE TO FOCUS ON, BUT NECESSARY.

STILL WITH MY OWN VERSION OF MODIFIED SELF HEALERS PROTOCOL.

KETO TO A POINT.

SLEEP IS BROKEN, LAST NIGHT UP ALL NIGHT INTO MORNING, 6AM APPROX.

THEN AFTER 6AM, I WAS ABLE TO GET MAYBE 3-4 HOURS OF REST/ SLEEP APPROX.

STILL CANNOT EAT CARNE THOUGH IT IS CALLED FOR BY THIS PROTOCOL.

 MY BODY LIKELY SHIFTED IN 2004-2005, 2006 TO HAVE LITTLE FOOD, BUT DO WELL.

I CAME BACK TO MY LIFE IN 2006 AFTER BEING TOLD I WOULD DIE.

THRIVING IN 2006.

DID NOT LEAVE THE TORTURE SET UP THOUGH. 


Sunday, September 24, 2023

SUN SEPT 24, 2023

 ROUGH NIGHTS.

BROKEN SLEEP THAT IS NOT RESTFUL.

SECOND MORNING WITH DEEP PAIN AROUND AND INSIDE HEAD.

ONLY LIQUIDS ALL DAY, 

CLEANSE,

STUDY OF TECH

Saturday, September 23, 2023

SAT SEPT 23, 2023

 BROKEN NIGHTS, DIFFERENT PATTERN NOW.

BAD PAIN INSIDE HEAD, AROUND HEAD, ETC.

Friday, September 22, 2023

FRI SEPT 22, 2023

 ONLY A FEW HOURS OF REST/SLEEP. VERY DIFFICULT.

AFTER 3 AM, FELL INTO PASS-OUT MODE .

NO SHIELDING.

CAME TO.

STAYED UP. 

TRIED TO EAT, VOMITED.

FOR THE BEST.

TRIED TO GET A LITTLE MORE SLEEP/ REST.

COULD NOT.

UP FOR THE DAY.

I NEVER NAP.

THOUGH IN A RESTFUL SITUATION, WITH NO SKULL TORTURE NAPS AND MY NATURAL HEALTHY EXERCISE, MIGHT HELP THIS HEALING.

THURS SEPT. 21, 2023

 BROKEN SLEEP AND NOT ENOUGH.

ONLY LIQUIDS MORNING THROUGH LATE AFTERNOON.

FRESH AVOCADOS, FATS.


WENT TO GROCERY.

TRIED HAVING SOME CLEAN MEAT/BEEF STILL NOT DIGESTING WELL.

CLEANER MORE HEALTHY QUALITY FOOD SOURCES MIGHT HELP.


WED SEPT 20, 2023

TUES SEPT. 19, 2023

Monday, September 18, 2023

MON SEPT 18, 2023 - FASTING, LIVER/GB CLEANSE

 UP TIL MORNING THE PAST DAYS!

THEN GET A BIT OF REST/SLEEP/

NOT FIGHTING IT.

HEAVY RESEARCH, STUDIES.


FASTED FROM SOLIDS TODAY AS USUAL IN MORNING.

 SMALL AMOUNT OF CLEAR NECESSARY LIQUIDS.

ALSO FASTED THROUGHOUT DAYTIME,

FLUSH ABOUT 5:30 PM.

COCONUT OIL /FRESH LEMON JUICE. 

THEN, GOT OUT OF THE ELECTRO/ RADIATION PRISON ROOM.

GROCERY AND WALKED. 

OUT FOR  FOR 1 HOUR APPROX. 

RINGING IN SKULL IS EVERPRESENT.

EVENING TIME HEAVY LOUD THUNDER...

THE UNUSUAL STRAIGHT DOWNPOUR RAINS AGAIN

SUN SEPT 17, 2023

SAT SEPT 16, 2023

FRI SEPT 15, 2023

Thursday, September 14, 2023

THURS SEPT 14, 2014

 HEAVY MOLD IN THE BUREAU/DRESSER WOOD HAS BEEN OBVIOUS THROUGHOUT MY WHOLE STAY.

AND THE HEAVY LOUD VIBRATION OF A/C FAN HAS GONE ON FOR MONTHS.

EVEN AFTER HANDYMAN DID HIS BEST TO PAD THE UNIT, AND TIGHTEN THINGS.


NIGHTLY SLEEP DEPRIVATION HAS MADE IT THAT I HAVE BEEN JUST TOO DRAINED TO MOVE AGAIN! 

WILL MOVE TO ANOTHER SPOT FINALLY.

LIVER CLEANSES AND OTHER GENERAL PROTOCOLS, 

HAVE LIFTED SOME OF THE "HEAVINESS", SLOWNESS BROUGHT ON BY THIS TARGETING.


Wednesday, September 13, 2023

WED SEPT 13, 2023 LIVER/GB CLEANSE

 FASTED IN AM, WHICH IS USUAL .

 PREPARED.


3;30 PM- EARLY LIVER/ GB DRINK.

AVOCADO OIL/ LEMON JUICE.

OUT TO WALK, TRYING THE MID-DAY  INSTEAD OF THE CLASSIC NIGHTTIME/REST.

woken up throughout night as usual.

Cleanse was most successful.




TUES SEPT 12, 2023= RESTED

Wednesday, September 6, 2023

WED SEPT 6, 2023 -

 AGAIN, ONLY ABLE TO GET REST/SLEEP IN EARLY MORNING HOURS.

THE HIGH PITCHED SHRILL TONE IS CONSTANT.

ANY SLEEP HELPS 

Monday, September 4, 2023

MON SEPT 4, 2023 -

 BAD NIGHT AS FAR AS GETTING ANY REST.

MY DEAR YOUNGER SISTER IS IS NOT STAYING IN TOUCH MUCH.




SUN SEPT 3, 2023 - WENT OUT, DROVE FURTHER

 UNABLE TO DIGEST MUCH AT ALL RECENTLY.

ON SELF HEALERS PROTOCOL, TRYING SOME MEAT, THOUGH  IT IS DIFFICULT FOR ME.


SLEEP DEPRIVATION HAS GONE ON FOR DECADES  NOW.


FINALLY TRYING A COUPLE SIMPLE SUPPLEMENTS.

SAT SEPT 2, 2023 - A/C VIBRATION MUTED FINALLY

 STILL APPLYING THE SELF HEALERS.

SHRILL TONES  INTO SKULL ARE CONSTANT.

THEY DO CHANGE AT TIMES. AND ARE LOUDER IN LEFT  SKULL/ EAR 

THE SHRILL TONES SEEMS STRONGER, LOUDER AT NIGHT

STILL  ABLE TO HAVE ONLY BROKEN REST/ SLEEP EACH NIGHT.