MONDAY FELT GOOD! MUCH LIGHTER. BETTER ENERGY.
2:30 pm. CALLED AND MADE APPT EES DELRAY.
then drove to FIRST EES SESSION IN DELRAY LOCATION.
IT WAS LESS COMFORTING AMBIANCE,
MORE AWKWARD FEELING FOR ME. NEW AGE-Y.
AND I DID NOT BRING IN MY EAR COVERS EAR MUFFLERS.
IT WAS OKAY, PEACEFUL ENOUGH.
BUT MY BODY/ EARS DO NOT ACCEPT THE RECORDED MUSIC NO MATTER HOW SOFT.
AFTER ABOUT 45 MINUTES...
4 PM. APPROX
2 WOMEN ARRIVED.
THEY SAT DOWN DIRECTLY IN 2 CHAIRS ACROSS FROM ME.
I HAD URGENCY TO LEAVE.
I DECIDED TO SIMPLY MOVE OVER ONE CHAIR.
1 CHAIR TO MY RIGHT,
SO THAT THE 1 WOMAN DIRECTLY ACROSS FROM ME DID NOT HAVE HER FEET DIRECTLY POINTING ACROSS FROM MINE.
I JUST DID NOT HAVE A PEACEFUL SENSE ABOUT THE WOMAN ?
AFTER I MOVED I STILL I FELT I SHOULD LEAVE.
THE WOMAN ACROSS FROM ME, WHO I MOVED TO BE AWAY FROM THEN GOT UP,
AND I THINK SHE WALKED TOWARDS RESTROOM.
I COVERED BACK MY FACE AND HEAD TO BLOCK OUT LIGHT, DISTRACTIONS.
AFTER A SHORT TIME I REMOVED MY FACE/ HEAD COVERING AND SAW THAT THE WOMAN WHO HAD GOTTEN UP NEVER WENT BACK TO HER CHAIR.
SHE SEEMED TO HAVE LEFT.
I SAW THAT THE FRIEND SHE CAME IN WITH LOOKED AROUND AT ONE POINT TO SEE HER FRIEND GONE.
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FELT OKAY AFTERWARDS.
BUT I DID NOT HAVE THE EASE I FELT IN MY FIRST SESSION IN BOCA.
STILL I DID FEEL LIGHTER,
AND NO HUNGER PANGS.
5PM APPROX I LEFT THE EES ROOM.
I TOOK MY TIME AND WALKED THROUGH THE PLAZA.
STOPPED IN 2 SHOPS.
I THEN DROVE SOUTH STOPPED AT A PHONE STORE, AND THEN DROVE EAST.
STOPPED IN OTHER STORES FOR A FEW TOILETRIES , NECESSITIES.
IT GREW DARK.
STILL WAS NOT HUNGRY.
STOPPED AT PUBLIX.
DROVE BACK TO THE INN TO EAT.
NO BATHTUB, THOUGH A SALT BATH IS VERY IMPORTANT AFTER EACH EES SESSION.
PAIN IN MY JOINTS.
AND UNUSUAL SWELLING.
TOO CHILLY TO GO JUMP INTO THE SALTY OCEAN.
UNCOMFORTABLE NIGHT.
PAIN INTO TUES MORNING.
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