ATTENDED SEVERAL HOURS TO STUDIES DURING THE DAY. FOR TEACHERS TRAINING.
OUT FOR ERRANDS. .
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STALKER WOMAN SHOWED UP.
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WENT TO THE TARGET STORE.
MET ALONG THE WAY SOME SWEET TINY SMILING CHILDREN IN THEIR FESTIVE DRESS-UP.
WENT AT NIGHT TO THE LITTLE STONE GROTTO IN BROWARD COUNTY, FLORIDA.
OCT 31, 2012, WAS THE LAST NIGHT I WAS ABLE TO TOUCH, HOLD MY MOTHER WHEN SHE WAS ALIVE.
I WALKED INTO HER LITTLE HOME. A PLACE LONG PAID FOR BY HER OWN WORK AND SACRIFICES.
I SAW THE CRUDE SET UP AND SCENE. THE TOP OF MY MOTHER'S HEAD FACING TOWARDS THE DOOR AS SHE LAY IN THE HOSPITAL BED ON WHEELS.
STUNNED, WITH HORROR AT WHAT WAS GOING ON. THE LARGE HEAVY WOMAN, A STRANGER, PLAYING THAT COARSE RECORDED ' CHRISTIAN?' MUSIC.
APRIL WALTZED IN. SASHAYED WITH A MEDIUM SIZE CRISP WHITE SHOPPING BAG, AS I RECALL. LEFTOVERS FROM HER DINNER?
SHE SAID SOMETHING ABOUT HAVING MOTHER'S GOLD JEWELRY.
???? MY MOTHER HAD SO LITTLE AND WHAT WAS APRIL TALKING ABOUT?
APRIL POURED HERSELF A GLASS OF WHITE WINE, AND ASKED IF I WANTED ONE.
I DIDN'T.
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DESPITE ALL THE PHARMA DRUGS BEING ADMINISTERED BY THE NURSE AND APRIL,
MY MOTHER AWARE. SO STRONG.
SHE WAS SO RELIEVED TO HAVE ME THERE. SHE SAID SO. OH, YOUR HANDS DD.
SOME WORDS TO THAT AFFECT.
MAYBE THE HOSPICE NURSE RECORDED SOME?
FOR ME TOUCH TO HER ABDOMEN, AS I FIGURED OUT WHAT WAS GOING ON.
SHE WAS STRONG. SHE SAT UP.
I CAN'T TYPE TOO MUCH MORE NOW.
I LAID DOWN WITH MOTHER IN THE HOSPITAL BED THAT HOSPICE HAD SET UP.
THE HOSPICE NURSE ASKED IF I WANTED HIM TO TAKE MY PICTURE, I WAS CONFUSED AT HIS QUESTION.
APRIL JUST LAUGHED HER SNORTING DISDAIN ETC.
ALL WAS PUZZLING.
WHY ? MORE WENT ON.
I ONLY KNEW SOME THEN... NEAR IMPOSSIBLE TO FATHOM.
I KNOW MORE NOW.
AND THE MAN WHO WAS SITTING OUTSIDE, IN A HIS OLD VEHICLE KNEW THEN,
AND HE KNOWS NOW, AND MANY OTHERS KNOW TOO.
