ROUGH RECENT WEEKS.
TODAY, I FINALLY HEADED OUT TO LAUNDROMAT.
VERY TIRED.
STOPPED AT C. HOUSE.
VISITED W/ LES. SPOKE ABOUT USA AND EUROPE CULTURAL SITUATIONS ETC.
ON TO PBLX FOR SOUP/DINNER.
DROVE TO LAUNDROMAT.
TIRED, BUT OK.
HAVE TO DO BETTER W/ NUTRITION, WATER AND SLEEP ETC.
DROVE I-95 BACK TO CAMP.
SAW THE LIGHTS ON OF MY NEIGHBOR TENT.
RATHER NOT SPEAK OR VISIT TONIGHT, JUST MUST SLEEP.
I SAT IN MY PARKED CAR A DISTANCE AWAY FROM MY OWN SIGHT.
EVENING ABLUTIONS ETC.
STUDIED.
LIGHTS STILL ON PAST MIDNIGHT.
ALONG THE WAY OF POLITE EXCHANGES, HE TOLD ME HE DOESN'T SLEEP MUCH AT NIGHT.
JUST 4 HOURS.
I JUST RATHER NOT SPEAK AT NIGHT IN PERSON NOR ON THE PHONE.
ACTUALLY RATHER NOT HAVE TOO MANY CONVERSATIONS ABOUT NOTHING W/STRANGERS IN ANY EVENT.
CAME BACK TO FIND SOME OBJECT HANGING ON THE ON A SUPPORT BAR OF THE TENT,
I DID NOT IMMEDIATELY DISTINGUISH IN THE DARK NIGHT.
IT TURNED OUT TO BE A PUBLIX BAG, W/ 3 ROSES.
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IS HE NATURAL PERSON, SEEMS SO, OR PART OF THE LARGER NETWORK? OF THE WATCHERS, STALKERS, INFO GATHERERS?
I CANNOT/ WILL NOT, RIGHT NOW, SAY WHAT I HAVE OBSERVED THUS FAR.
HE COULD DEF BE EITHER IN THIS EXTENSIVE NETWORK, AND OR UNDER HIS OWN UNWITTING AI MANAGEMENT.
"LIFE AMONG AI CONTROLLED CITIZENS"
THIS PERSON RIGHT NOW ONLY USES A BICYCLE AS HIS VEHICLE.
FRIENDS DROP HIM OFF.
HE WORKS AT A TIRE SHOP.
HE HAS MEDICAL MARIJUANA RX HE TELLS ME.
SO MANY PEOPLE IN USA HAVE CHRONIC HEALTH/ DIGESTIVE CONDITIONS
THEY/WE EACH LEARN TO LIVE WITH W/THEM IN THEIR/OUR OWN WAYS.
HE TELLS ME HE HAS PANCREAS PROBLEMS. AND OTHER INTERNAL ...
SURPRISING, THE CONDITIONS HE NAMES, AND SYMPTOMS HE OUTLINES, AND DEMONSTRATES ARE ALMOST EXACTLY THE SAME AS ANOTHER NEIGHBOR'S HEALTH SITUATIONS!
MAV TOLD ME ABOUT SAME CONDITIONS.
THEY BOTH RATTLE OFF THE CATCH -ALL MEDICAL NAMES,
AND THEY BOTH ARE SIMILAR IN AGE, AND SEE MEDICAL DOCTORS FOR THESE "DISEASES".
WE ARE ALL IN THE MIDST OF BIO-DIGITAL CONVERGENCE.
I AM SURE THERE ARE MANY ORE TERMS FOR THIS...
TRANS-HUMAN.
POST-HUMAN TRANSITIONING.
BOTH MEN LIVING WITH THESE PAINFUL, CONDITIONS ARE VERY STRONG.
THIS NEW NEIGHBOR HAS HAD NO SURGERY YET.
MAV HAS HAD PARTS OF INTESTINE CUT OUT IN THE PAST.
AND MAV RECENTLY, JUST BARELY, A COUPLE MONTHS AGO WENT THROUGH ANOTHER SURGERY TO HAVE MORE OF HIS INTESTINES REMOVED.
I SAW HIM ONLY AFTERWARDS.
MAV HAD HAD A ROOMMATE, PATRICK, AN ITALIAN FELLOW,
STAYING WITH HIM FOR A FEW MONTHS.
SO THAT PATRICK WAS THERE AND HELPED WITH WATCHING OUT FOR, TAKING CARE OF, THE MAV'S LITTLE DOG, TRUCK, FOOD PREP, ETC AFTER THE SURGERY.
I WENT AND BOUGHT SOME NEW CASTOR OIL, DID A WRAP AND A PACK FOR MAV ONE NIGHT.
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SEVERAL MEN HAVE BEEN SENT .
AM SEEING A PATTERN EMERGE, HERE, AND COME TO KNOW THAT THIS HAS GONE ON IN MY LIFE FOR MANY YEARS!!
SO I AIM TO STAY MORE AWARE.
( TO HAVE AN OFFICE/ BUSINESS-LIKE ? OR WEBSITE? MANUEL HAD A GREAT SPOT WHERE PEOPLE COME AND GO, AND SUPER HIGH SECURITY,
BUT I HATE REGULAR, MUNDANE INTERIOR OFFICE ENVIRONMENTS.
ACTUALLY MAKES ME SICK TO BE IN SUCH PLACES FOR TOO LONG.)
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AMONG THE MORE RECENT PEOPLE...
ONE MAN WALKED THOUGH CAMP, TOLD ME, RETIRED MILITARY, THAT I NEED A WHEEL MAN. AND SAID SOMETHING ABOUT RFK JR.
ONE MAN WAS A RETIRED RIOT POLICE OFFICER WHO WORKED IN NYC I THINK, SULLIVAN.
SOME OTHERS:
AND SOME WOMEN ALSO!
THE PSYCHOTHERAPIST W/ 3 HER TEENAGERS.
AND THE WHITE HAIRED WOMAN, WHO MADE ME UNCOMFORTABLE.
SHE DIDN'T LIKE SOMETHING I SAID.
AND ONE NIGHT I MOVED INTO A DIFFERENT TENT LOCATION, WHILE ALMOST THE WHOLE CAMP WAS OPEN.
I THOUGHT THAT THE VERY WHITE SKINNED/ WHITE HAIRED WAS GONE /CHECKED OUT.
BUT SHE CAME TO STAY IN THE TENT DIRECTLY ACROSS FROM ME.
AT NIGHT I LOOKED OUT OF MY TENT TO SEE HER OUT FRONT OF HER TENT,
FACING MY TENT MOVING HER HANDS ABOUT. SIGH.
IT COULD HAVE BEEN NOTHING.
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THIS NEW NEIGHBOR, ODDLY ALSO IS NAMED PATRICK.
ALSO, RECENTLY OUT OF NOWHERE, THROUGH F.BOOK, THAT PAST MGR OF MY CONDO COMPLEX,
WHO RATHER STALKED ME, REQUESTED AS FRIEND!!
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