DRAFT, ALWAYS A DRAFT AS I HATE TYPING/ WRITING.
DREADFUL HEAD-PAIN, HIDEOUS THIS MORNING.
OMINOUS SYMPTOMS, FORETELLING OF A FULL-BLOWN NAUSEOUS "HEADACHE."
NO REAL SLEEP OVERNIGHT INTO THIS MORNING.
WANTED TO REST WHEN I WOKE THE FIRST TIME.
NOT SENSING SAFETY, STAYED UP,
THEN, TRIED TO FORCE SOME SLEEP REST IN WEE HOURS,
THIS WAS NOT A BENEFICIAL ACTION.
I DID MY BEST ALL DAY TO STAVE OFF A FULL-BLOWN EPISODE OF PAIN, NAUSEA ETC.
INCLUDING MY FINALLY GATHERING ENOUGH STEAM/ENERGY/ FORTITUDE TO DRIVE OVER THE THE SHOWER ROOM TO TAKE HOT SHOWER.
LETTING THE HOT WATER POUR OVER AND AROUND MY BODY.
I INTERSPERSED THE HOT WATER WITH COOLER WATER.
THIS HELPED ME TO PREPARE TO GO OUT TO TRY BUY SOME NOURISHMENT.
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LAST NIGHT, MONDAY NIGHT, MY MOTHER'S BIRTHDAY,
I HAD TEXTED WITH MY YOUNGEST SISTER. I WAS GLAD FOR THE COMMUNCATIONS.
THOUGH SH TOO IS GOING THROUGH HER OWN FAMILY THINGS. ALL WHILE SHE KEEPS HER OWN LIFE, AND BUSINESS IN ORDER.
I WAS FEELING JUST FINE.
AT EASE.
GLAD TO HAVE THIS DAY TO LIVE LIFE, IN A SAFE PLACE,
TO HONOR, AND HAVE MEMORIES FOR MY MOTHER.
IN A COUNTY MY MOTHER LIVED HER OWN LIFE FOR A GOOD NUMBER OF YEARS.
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THEN, LATER IN MONDAY EVENING, AFTER DARK, A STRANGER PULLED IN.
THE VEHICLE WAS DIRECTLY ACROSS THE ROAD FROM MY TENT,
AND LEFT THERE HEADLIGHTS ON DIRECTED INTO MY STILL OPEN TENT.
NO SLEEP, BROKEN REST.
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TURNED OUT IT WAS A WOMAN.
THE WOMAN, IN A NEWER VEHICLE, A PALISADE, DROVE INTO THE CAMPGROUNDS..
SHE PULLED UP, ACROSS FROM MY TENT.
INTO THE PARKING SPOT DIRECTLY ACROSS THE NARROW MAIN STREET, A PAVED THOROUGHFARE.
SHE THEN BACKED INTO A PARKING SPOT #11 AFTER DARK.
SHE THEN KEPT HER HEADLIGHTS ON, AND THEY WERE SHINING BRIGHTLY DIRECTLY INTO MY TENT!!
ERROR OR INTENTIONAL ACTION? (
(TOO MANY, OR JUST ENOUGH EXPERIENCES WITH PEOPLE IN VEHICLES, IN RECENT DECADE WHO KNOW WHAT THEY DO.)
SHE WAS SITTING HER HER VEHICLE, AND THERE WAS ENOUGH LIGHTING TO SEE THAT SHE WAS IN THE =DRIVERS' SEAT LOOKING AT A CELLPHONE, AND TAPPING INTO IT AT TIMES.
(TOO TIRED TO CLARIFY DETAILS OF THIS MUCH MORE. WHY VIDEO/AUDIO RECORDINGS OF LIFE EXPERIENCES MAY WELL BE VALUABLE. )
I WAITED IN CASE LEAVING AUTO HEADLIGHTS ON WAS AN UNINTENDED ACTION?!
PERHAPS SHE IS NOT A PAID OVERNIGHT TENT-CAMPER? AND NEEDED A PLACE TO REST, AND KNEW ABOUT CAMPGROUNDS?
IT WAS AFTER SUNSET, NIGHT TIME.
WHILE STILL SITTING HER PARKED CAR, SHE CONTINUED TO KEEP HER AUTO HEADLIGHTS ON!!
THE HEADLIGHTS ON THIS PALISADES VEHICLE ARE MODERN AND VERY, VERY BRIGHT.
SHE KEPT THE =HEADLIGHTS HER VEHICLE ON FOR A WHILE.
I FINALLY WENT OVER AND TOLD HER THAT HER HEADLIGHTS WERE SHINING INTO MY TENT....
I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE WAS THINKING I'D SAY...
BUT SHE LOOKED RELIEVED, AND QUICKLY TURNED THE HEADLIGHTS OF HER VEHICLE OFF , WITHIN IN THE FEW SECONDS I STOOD THERE.
SIGH.
I DID NOT, COULD NOT SLEEP THE REST OF THE NIGHT.
SHE MAY BE A SAFE PERSON,
AND YET, I DO NOT TRUST HER, NOR WHY SHE WAS THERE...
MY NERVES ARE ON HIGH ALERT.
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