SAT. MARCH 25, 2023- WOKE AT 6am- pain in head.

 WOKE AT 6AM. FORCED MYSELF TO LAY DOWN AND TOOK ANOTHER COUPLE OF HOURS OF REST/SLEEP. 

STILL PAIN BUT LESS. IT HELPS TO BE FASTED. FASTING ALMOST ALWAYS FEELS BETTER. JUST AS IN CHILDHOOD THE GENERAL STORE FOOD AVAILABLE TO US DID NOT OFTEN SIT WELL WITH ME. THOUGH MY DIGESTION WAS STRONG. 

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FOR LATER :ALL KINDS OF SPIRITUAL, AND MEDICAL BLABBING ADVICE COMES ABOUT THIS.

IN 2004 COLLAPSED, TAKEN OFF AIRPLANE AND TO A HOSPITAL.

IN 2006 I HAD GONE TO THE HOSPITAL  ER, COLLAPSED PHYSICALLY. COULD HAVE BEEN THE TECH ALL AROUND US IN THE SQUASHED CONDO LIVING.

AFTER BEING "RELEASED" FROM COMMUNITY HOSPITAL IN 2006. I WAS TOLD I'D DIE IF SENT HOME.

 MY BODY /HEALTH HEALED IMPROVED ONLY BY NO FOOD, COULD NOT EVEN HOLD DOWN WATER. NO TECHNOLOGY AT ALL. ONLY MY MOTHER BY MY SIDE, WITH FEW VISITORS, HUSBAND AT NIGHTS, BUT HE GREW STRANGER AND STRANGER.

WHEN I COULD CRAWL , THEN WALK MOTHER AND I WENT TO BEACH ACROSS THE STREET FROM MY CONDO//HOME. EVENTUALLY I COULD WALK IN THE OCEAN WATER. SALT, MINERALS FRESH ENOUGH AIR. MY MOM DOES NOT DO WELL IN TOO MUCH SUN, BUT SHE STUCK BY ME!)

I KNEW SUCH TIMES WERE CONING FOR MY MOM, THAT WE'D NEED TO BE TOGETHER. I NEVER EXPECTED I WOULD NEED HER LIKE THAT, TO HELP SAVE MY LIFE!!

SO WANTED MY OWN PLACE TO SHELTER MY MOTHER AND NOT HAVE HER DRIVE BACK AND FORTH. 

I DON'T RECALL WHY SHE DID NOT STAY IN THE SECOND CONDO. AS I'D PLANNED SINCE THE TIME SHE HELPED ME GET THE MORTGAGE TO BUY IT. LINDA MERCHANT AT BANK OF AMERICA. 

GISELLE HELPED US SAVE THAT CONDO SMALL GUEST WHEN I  WAS IN THE HOSPITAL. 

I WAS SO CONCERNED TO KEEP UP WITH THE SMALL OVERHEAD I/ WE HAD AT THAT TIME.

 I STILL DON'T KNOW WHY MANUEL THOUGHT THAT EVERYTHING WAS HIS//AND HIS ALONE !! AND I DID NOT EVEN KNOW I HAD RIGHTS.)