SAT MAY 31, 2025 - NO SLEEP

 THIS WEEK FELT VERY LONG.

NOT MUCH REST, NOR REFRESHING SLEEP.

LATE AT NIGHT, AFTER MIDNIGHT A NEIGHBOR CAME TO STAY IN THEIR TRUCK FRONT OF MY TENT.

I DID NOT MIND.

I TOOK TIME TO CATCH UP A LITTLE ON WORLD AND NATIONAL NEWS. 

USUALLY I CAN GET FEW HOURS OF REST IN WEE HOURS EVEN AFTER STUDIES OR SUCH.

TURNED OUT I COULD NOT SLEEP A WINK ALL NIGHT.

COULD IT BE THAT I WAS SENSITIVE TO THE MANY PEOPLE CHECKED INTO THE  CAMPGROUNDS ALL AROUND ME?? 

+PLUS THE PERSON WHO CAME TO REST IN THEIR OWN TRUCK?

 THIS PERSON IS HEAVILY MEDICATED, IN CONSTANT TURMOIL, ARBITRARY, FRAGMENTED, AND SEEMS NOT TO KNOW ABOUT THE HEAVY MIND MANIPULATION TECHNOLOGIES IN USE IN OUR TIMES. 

TOO TIRED TO TYPE MUCH MORE NOW.

THE DRUGS +RX PHARMACEUTICALS + HEAVY TECHNOLOGIES IN USE BROADCASTING OVER WHOLE AREAS ARE REALLY DESTROYING INDIVIDUALS, AND WHOLE POPULATIONS OF PEOPLE! 

AN UNDERSTATMENT.

FRI MAY 30, 2025

THURS MAY 29, 2025

WED MAY 28, 2025

TUES MAY 27, 2025

MON MAY 26, 2025

SUN MAY 25, 2025- HOTEL

 LATE CHECK-OUT

SAT MAY 24, 2025 -RESTED, HOTEL

 VERY EXHAUSTED LAST NIGHT.

KEPT THINKING I WOULD GO OUT TODAY....

BUT, STAYED IN ALL DAY, LATE INTO THE EVENING.

RESTED BODY I SUPPOSE.

YET, KEPT MIND ACTIVE WITH STUDY.

THE SOCIOLOGICAL MESSAGES IN OLD B&W FILMS.

"BEDTIME FOR BONZO"

"BONZO GOES TO COLLEGE"

TOOK A DETOX BATH LATE AT NIGHT.

 BENEFICIAL ACTIONS.

FRI MAY 23, 2025- CHECK OUT OF CAMPGROUNDS

 NOT MUCH REST OR SLEEP.

LEAVING CAMPGROUNDS FOR A BREAK.

EXTREMELY HOT/ HIGH HEAT INDEX TODAY OUTDOORS.

RAIN DOWNPOUR. SO I WAITED IT OUT FOR A BIT.

STRANGE.

AGAIN, TURNS OUT THAT ONE YOUNG MAN AT THE DESK CONFUSED WHAT I DATES I HAD PAID AND CONFIRMED. 

EARLIER IN THIS WEEK, I WENT TO OFFICE TO CONFIRM MY DATES OF STAY.

 KNEW THAT I HAD PAID AHEAD, AND THE YOUNG MAN INSISTED 

THAT I WAS NOT PAID FOR FRIDAY NIGHT AND MY CHECK-OUT WAS TO BE FRIDAY, TODAY.

WELL, HE WAS LOOKING STRAIGHT AT THE COMPUTER SCREEN AT THE DESK, SO HE MUST BE CORRECT. 

I DID NOT GO THROUGH MY PAPERWORK CONFIRMATION STILL IN THE CAR.

SO, TODAY I PACKED UP AS PLANNED.

WENT TO PARK OFFICES TO CHECK ON AVAILABILITY FOR FUTURE DATES.

I FOUND OUT FROM 2 DIFFERENT FRONT DESK CLERKS THAT ABSOLUTELY, YES I  HAD PAID FOR FRIDAY NIGHT. 

WAS QUITE CONFUSING, WITH SEVERAL OTHER CLIENTS/GUESTS IN THE OFFICES DURING THE RAINSTORM.

A MGR HAD TO BE CALLED TO ASSIST AND CLARIFY THE SITUATION.

SO, YES, IT IS IMPORTANT TO ALWAYS GET A PRINT COPY AND SAVE IT FOR MY OWN RECORDS.

LATE TO HOTEL.

THURS MAY 22, 2025- SOME SLEEP- NEIGHBORS STORIES- ROASTED DINNER OVER A FIRE IN A LIGHT RAIN

FINALLY SOME SLEEP, IN A FEW PARTS.

ABLE TO BE FUNCTIONING WELL, AT 7AM

IT'S BEEN A DIFFICULT WEEK SLEEPWISE.

THE HEAVY, LOUD RINGING AND OTHER FACTIONS I STILL WILL NOT GO INTO ON THIS BLOG RIGHT NOW.

EVERY DAY, I AM MAKING THE BEST OF THE SLEEP DEPRIVATION SITUATION.

EVER THANKFUL, AS I AM EVERY DAY,

 HAPPY FOR LIFE AND THE GOOD THAT I STILL HAVE IN MY LIFE 

AND SURROUNDING ME.

BETTER ABLE TO ACCOMPLISH ORGANIZING ETC.

SPOKE WITH THE NEIGHBOR IN HIS 50'S.

This June, 2025 he will have surgery to remove intestines. 

His gallbladdrer removal is planned further out.

He still has his support systems intact. HAS STRONG SOLID SUPPORT OF HIS ONW MOTHER!

He is appearing more steady.

Somewhat more clear.

I mentioned RFK Jr/ Bobby Kennedy to him.

And the possiblities of Detox centers/work camps. ( Seee ALISON McDOWELL on this.)

Neighbor spoke of FAITH FARM PROJECTS AND PROGRAMS.

I'VE KNOW ABOUT FF FOR OVER 35+ YEARS.

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Last week.Another white man in similar poor conditions AS THIS NEIGHBOR showed up and parked next to my car . He had a blue Jeep.

 he spoke with me.

A bright man in his 40s. Has lived through hell and back more than once.

His mother was only 15.

She was on her own drugs all of this life.

She did not hide her heave drug use.

He was born and raised in Bridgeport CT if I understood his story correctly.

At certain time of his life, was the only caucasian/ white child in his projects of CT.

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LOVELY SIMPLE DINNER/SUPPER OVER A CAMPFIRE I MADE.

Shared food with neighbor.

At my suggestion, we each ate separately. Which i prefer!

WED MAY 21, 2025

TUES MAY 20, 2025

MON MAY 19, 2025

SUN MAY 18, 2025

SAT MAY 17, 2025

FRI MAY 16, 2025

THURS MAY 15, 2025- PBLX

  EVENING QUICK TRIP TO PBLX .

QUITE A TABLEAUX OF CHARACTERS SHOWED UP.

ALL DRESSED IN ALL BLACK.

NOT KIDDING!!

AND THEN 

ODD NEIGHBOR SHOWED UP. 

 OUT OIF NOWHERE, 

AGAIN, AFTER BRIEF KIND IN PERSON RESPONSE TO HIM...

I OFFERED A QUICK NEIGHBORLY FOLLOW UP CONVO VIA CELLPHONE TO ASK IF OUR NEIGHBORS & HE WOULD STILL BE  COOKING OUT... AS HE HAD MENTIONED UNCLEARLY TO ME IN THE GROCERY STORE....

HE SOUNDED VERY STRANGE IN TONE, UNCLEAR, ALMOST AS IF HE WAS A DIFFERENT PERSON! CHATTY AND ANGLING FOR WHAT I COULD NOT DISCERN.

I HAD TO HANG UP.

AFTERWARDS HE DOES ANOTHER STRANGE OUT OF THE BLUE INEXPLICABLE TEXT.

VIA TEXT HE IS DEMONSTRATING EFFORT TO CONTROL,

SO FAR, SHOWS NO ABILITIES, OR DESIRE TO HOLD A NATURAL ADULT CONVO.

JUST WANTS TO COMPLAIN, TELL STORIES TO ME ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE, INCLUDING ALL HIS OLD GIRLFRIENDS 

HE TELLS ME THAT HE HAS HAD VERY SERIOUS PHYSICAL BRAIN INJURIES.

HAS LOSS OF HEARING.

STRONG RX MED USE.

IT'S DIFFICULT TO SEE A FELLOW AMERICAN. 

BUT, I PIECED IT TOGETHER, REALIZE THAT HE CLEARLY MANAGES HIS LIFE VERY WELL, DESPITE ALL OF HIS DAMAGES!

HE MENTIONED A DAY OR BEFORE THAT THE OTHER NEIGHBOR WOMAN IS COUNSELING HIM AND GAVE HIM A BOOK. SHE IS GOING FOR HER DEGREE.

 HE HAS HEALTH INSURANCE AND HAS PLENTY OF PROFESSIONAL HELP FROM: MEDICAL DOCTORS, PSYCHOLOGISTS, PSYCHIATRY, AND IS ALSO GETTING SUPPORT FROM HIS COUNSELING GROUPS PLUS OTHER NEIGHBORS! PLUS HIS OWN MOTHER IN ANOTHER STATE.

HE'S NOT FALLING THROUGH THE CRACKS!!

HE IS IN HIS MID-50s.

MY PLACE NOW IS TO NOT PARTICIPATE!

FELLOW AMERICANS, FELLOW HUMANS. WHO HAVE MY BACK ARE OK.

BUT PEOPLE WHO AIM TO MANAGE/CONTROL , OR MAY SPEAK FURTHER ILL OF ME ARE NOT.

WED MAY 14, 2025 - PBLX

TUES MAY 13, 2025- COOKED OVER FIRE

 INVITED NEIGHBOR WHO STOPPED BY

MON MAY 12, 2025

SUNDAY MAY 11, 2025- MOTHER'S DAY

SAT MAY 10, 2025

FRI MAY 9, 2025

THURS MAY 9, 2025

WED MAY 7, 2025

TUES MAY 6, 2025 - DROVE INTO TOWN

MON MAY 5, 2025- RAINY OVERCAST DAY

 THE SUN WOULD COME THROUGH FOR SHORT PERIODS OF TIME.

THEN THE RAINS AND CLOUDS TOOK OVER THE REST OF THE DAYTIME.

EARLY ON I TRIED TO GET INTERNET IT WAS SLOW.

THE WEBSITE IS NOT UP FOR CAMPGROUNDS.

I WAS TOLD BY SOMEONE THAT IT WAS BEING UPDATED, AND  HAD BEEN DOWN FOR SOME DAYS

SUNDAY MAY 4, 2025

 VERY TIRED FROM OVERNIGHT.

FUNCTIONING WELL THOUGH.

RAINS.

HEADED TOWARDS  CAMP BY 3:00- 3:30 OR SO TO CATCH A NAP.

TENT WAS FILLED WITH MUD!

I HAD CALLED ONCE BEFORE AND AN EMPLOYEE NAMED JAMIE CAME AND CLEANED UP.

THEN DRIED THE CORNERS A BIT WITH THE AIR BLOWER.

AS A RULE I USUALLY CLEAN UP THE TENT WHEN I CHECK IN, AND SWEEP BEFORE I CHECK OUT.

I DON'T BOTHER WITH WITH TRYING TO GET THE CAMP STAFF , AS THE CLEAN UP IS OFTEN HAPHAZARD AND SPOTTY AT BEST.

THIS TIME SO TIRED, AND THE FLOORING WITH LITERAL PILES OF SOIL,

I CALLED TO THE OFFICE.

A MAINTENANCE STAFF MAN CAME IN THE GOLF CART TO CLEAN FLOOR UP.

HE HAD A MOP BUT NO BUCKET??!!

I DIDN'T KNOW HOW HE THOUGHT THAT WOULD DO THE JOB.

HE'S ALWAYS NICE, PLEASANT MAN.

I TOLD HIM THAT THERE WAS ALSO A STRANGE BAD SMELL, BUT I DID NOT KNOW WHERE IT WAS COMING FROM.

I DON'T THINK HE HEARD ME.

After HE  mopped HE DEPARTED IN THE CART.

WITHOUT LOOKING AT HIS HAND-WORK I  WAITED A BIT IN THE CAR, FOR THE FLOORING TO DRY.

'IT WAS VERY WATERY- WET. 

I BEGAN WIPING UP THE VERY WET  FLOORING THAT WASN'T DRYING.

AND I THEN FOUND LOTS OF FOOD BITS, AND DROPPING ALL OVER.

THEN I REALIZED THAT here was rice and FOOD BITS, EVEN A chicken bone and rodent or large roach droppings..

CLEANING IT UP MORE, I JUST GAVE AND UP.

FINALLY JUST TOOK SOME PICS, BRIEF VIDEO.

PLACED A CALL  TO THE OFFICE.

AND THE CAUCASIAN WOMAN ANSWERED.

I TOLD HER THAT THE FLOORING WAS SO WET, AND I'D WAITED ALMOST AN HOUR FOR IT TO DRY.

i had STARTED WIPING UP THE FLOORING BUT IT WAS STILL FILTHY.

WOULD RUIN TOWELS.

I ASKED WHAT SHE/ THEY HAD TO CLEAN THE FLOORING WITH!?

SHE SAID THAT SHE HAD NEVER HEARD OF SUCH A THING AS THE FLOORING BEING SO WET.

THIS WAS A VERY STRANGE RESPONSE.

??

SIGH.

I DROVE TO THE OFFICE, AND I WALKED IN.

THE WOAMN I'D SPOKEN WITH SAW ME AND RAN TO THE BACK OFFICE?

I HAD WITH ME THE MUDDY DIRTY CLOTHS, AND EVEN A PIECE OF CHICKEN BONE WITH CARTILAGE.

SHOWED IT TO THE YOUNG DESK CLERK.

ANY WAY.

EXHAUSTING TO EVEN TRY TO TYPE THIS NONSENSE.

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LATER WHEN I WENT TO THE LADIES SHOWER ROOM, I REALIZED THAT THE PLUMBING WAS BACKING UP FROM BELOW AND BROWN WATERS WERE PUSHING UP FROM THE DRAINS.

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THIS MIGHT HAVE BEEN THE PROBLEM MEN WERE WORKING ON LAST WEEK?

SAT MAY 3, 2025- OVERNIGHT IN VEHICLE

 CHECK-OUT 

FRI MAY 2, 2025

THURS.MAY 1, 2025 -pain overnight, into wee hours. SHIELDING SEEMED TO HELP

 WOKEN AT MIDNIGHT.

UP TIL AFTER 2AM.

PUT ON MY HOMEMADE SHIELDING.

FINALLY GOT TO SLEEP.

I HAVE NOT BEEN PUTTING ON MY SHIELDING IN RECENT NIGHTS.

I AM BETTER THIS MORNING AFTER SOME REST/SLEEP.

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RECENTLY AND YESTERDAY:

VERY STRANGE ACHING OF HEAD, SKULL, SHOULDERS, UPPER CERVICAL, PLUS EXTRA PAIN IN THE AREA FROM THE RECENT HIT BY AUTO.

THAT PAIN IN TOP OF SKULL AS IF THE VERY ROOTS OF MY HAIR ARE IN PAIN/INFLAMED?

MY PHYSICAL YOGA IN WELL-HEATED ROOM WILL HELP TO ALLEVIATE AND PREVENT THIS.

IT'S A MATTER OF HAVING PLACE NEARBY.

ALSO, TIME IN CLEAR, CLEAN OCEANS WATERS!