Monday, October 10, 2016

MY BODY WENT WITHOUT FOOD AND WATER FOR 21 DAYS

One must celebrate.
This celebration of making it through trauma has been removed from most "USA born" people's psyche.
21 DAYS NO FOODS OR WATER. IT HAPPENED NATURALLY TO ME IN 2006. REMARKABLE THAT I LIVED.
THEY TOLD MY SPOUSE I WOULD DIE. HE WASN'T TOO UPSET. WE HAD GOOD LIFE INSURANCE ON ME. MY MOTHER WAS AT MY BEDSIDE EACH DAY. 
HUSBAND ASSISTED WHEN SHE WAS PRESENT. ONCE NIGHT WHEN I WAS FINALLY COMING OUT OF IT AND SEEMED I WOULD LIVE. LAYING IN BED HE KICKED ME. PRETENDING IT WAS IN HIS DREAM. 
AMAZING WHAT HAPPENS WHEN ONE IS ON THE PATH. EVEN NOT HAVING A LIVING TEACHER OUTSIDE OF ONESELF.


https://www.amazon.com/Sokushinbutsu-Self-Mummified-Monks-Samurai-Jeremiah-ebook/dp/B00A6DE52K

Lilu Dallas Multi-Pass Chipped, Mon Oct 10, 2016

LEELOO OR L-IL-U WORLD PASS

The Fifth Element - Leeloo - "Chicken...good!"- THE MISSING 6000 YEARS


From  "The Fifth Element"


   A most poignant moment of truth in the film 
                 "The 5th Element"

young man: "What's she doing?"

elder man: "Learning our history, the last 5000 years that she's missed...
She's been asleep for quite a while you know."

young man: "Father, I know she's been through a lot, we dont have much time."

elder man: "Yes, you're right."


AND this quote from Nikola Tesla:

"Through countless generations, from the very beginning, the social subservience of women resulted naturally in the partial atrophy or at least the hereditary suspension of mental qualities which we now know the female sex to be endowed with no less than men...

BUT the female mind has demonstrated a capacity for all the mental acquirements and achievements of men, and as generations ensue that capacity will be expanded; the average woman will be as well educated as the average man, and then better educated, for the dormant faculties of her brain will be stimulated to an activity that will be all the more intense and powerful because of centuries of repose.  Woman will ignore precedent and startle civilization with their progress."

http://www.tfcbooks.com/tesla/1926-01-30.htm
http://ddyoga.blogspot.com/2012/08/shes-awake-fifth-element-leeloo.html

Thursday, April 7, 2016

WHAT I KNEW AS A GIRL, AS TEEN, AND WHAT WAS NEARLY EXCISED FROM ME

COMPASSION, FIERCE LOVE, INFURIATED AT INJUSTICE OR HARM TO MYSELF, MY MOTHER. SHE DID NOT FULLY KNOW ME, NOR HERSELF...SHE LOST THE SELF I KNEW, THE ONE WHO FOUGHT FOR HERSELF, WHO DEFENDED ME FIERCELY. SHE THEN AIMED TO TAKE ME DOWN WITH HER. SHE HAD A GLIMMER OF WHAT SHE WAS DOING. AND WAS COMING TO. THEN SHE LOST HERSELF. THANKS TO MEDICAL TREATMENTS. THANKS TO SHALLOW, TRUNCATED RELIGION THAT LEFT HER NO PLACE TO GROW WHEN SHE WAS WELL READY. AND AT LAST THE RE-ENTRY OF APRIL INTO HER LIFE FULL TIME. TO WHOM MOTHER DEDICATED HERSELF AS A SLAVE TO APRIL'S EGO, HER CHILDREN, HER SOCIAL JUSTICE WORKS FOR STRANGERS WHO SIMPLY USE, DISRESPECT, DISLIKE THEM BOTH ULTIMATELY.
[DRAFT]

society and religious mind still attempts to control or harness the feminine. The female through who life comes. The female who protects and will kill for her young. There is fear and suspicion of the wild power that is inherent in the feminine, in the natural state. " Mark Whitwell, though some will disagree... 
I HAD NOT GONE TO SOCIAL MEDIA CALLED FACEBOOK MUCH. IT'S STIFLING MOST OFTEN. AND FRIGHTENING IN STRANGE WAYS...
THE FOLLOWING IS DIRECTLY FROM A MARK WHITWELL FACEBOOK POST.
THERE ARE POINTS I DIFFER ON FROM, BASED UPON EXPERIENCES, MY OWN INSIGHTS, OR RESEARCH...

THIS SCARES PEOPLE. RIGHTLY SO, AS WOMEN STILL SEEM A???
Ancient Tibet was a shamanic culture before Buddhism became its dominant culture. The powers of nature were worshipped. Its entire cultural history has been the meeting, confusion and integration of these two great cultural expressions. In the early days there were bands of wild women who had no regard for the culture and formality of the male Buddhist idealists. There was an ancient stand off. Orthodoxy considered the women to be uncouth, deranged and dangerous with their suspicious practices and strange shamanic powers. Just as witches of Europe they were deaminized[demonized] by society. But something happened in history. The great yogi Padmasambhava who helped bring Buddhism from India to Tibet grew fond of the wild feminine and a relationship of mutuality developed. It was a relationship of cooperation, of mutual benefit to both. It was not one controlling the other but autonomous beings in support of each other. It was not like Padmasambhava was healing them from a superior doctrinal point of view. Rather both found the advantage in each equally, the powers of reality in each other’s company. To this day the image of a couple in wild sexual embrace is spiritual iconography of Tibet that has profound meaning and purpose. It is surprising that such images are widely seen and have cultural importance and much respect. It is known as Yab-Yum, which represents the primordial union of wisdom and compassion. The male figure is usually linked to karuṇā, compassion, and upaya, skillful means, while the female partner relates to prajñā, insight. It is naïve to imagine that this is some kind of symbolism and not about the actual practice of sexual intimacy of mutuality in which these truths are found. And that an actual yoga of strength receiving, inhalation exhalation is required to find and embody one's male female qualities, to go beyond the social sexual dysfunctions society has otherwise put in us.
It is weirdly strange that society and religious mind still attempts to control or harness the feminine. There is fear and suspicion of the wild power that is inherent in the feminine, in the natural state. Rather than understanding the obviousness that God or reality is found in life’s natural form, the union and cooperation of both male and female power. Even in so called Tantra or Yoga teachings this misogyny is present.
My friend, birthing expert Crescence Krueger recently wrote on this subject from her own experience. “What's become clear, as I've read through most of Robert Svoboda’s Aghora series on Tantra is that his teacher sees the role of the masculine as a "controller" of the feminine. He says Shiva must control Shakti and he brings this into relations between men and women. He is simply wrong. Shakti cannot be controlled, so the only thing the masculine can do is to surrender to the feminine. Then Yoga happens! Turning it around is the cause, of a deep misogyny that distorts understanding of who we are, causing so much suffering in this world.
You can become "intimate" with the feminine in the way much of current Tantra promotes, but that doesn't in itself allow yoga to take place either. Svoboda's teacher said, "You must catch Shakti by the hair and drag Her to you." He's describing spiritual rape. Penetration of the feminine is not Tantra, even when it is with the mind. What is Tantra then? It is interpenetration and mutual receptivity. The Goddess is autonomous; she is already the fusion of masculine and feminine, consciousness and its movement; as we are. When two autonomous individuals come into the vulnerability that allows them to receive each other, love explodes. This is yoga. And this is the only constructive form of relationship in yoga. Our pedagogical structures and institutions create obstacles to the heart, in their effort to correct or control things. We need each other in mutual exchange. The enlightened teacher U.G. KRishnamurti was adamant that the mind must immerse itself in the body, not control it (as much spiritual doctrine insists) and I am just trying to find my own way to express that verbally here: Shakti IS consciousness so she doesn't need the limited consciousness that the mind encompasses. Its penetration of her is irrelevant. She needs nothing. What the mind needs however is to integrate into the vast intelligence of the body, Shakti, the whole/hrid/heart. Healing and regeneration is the result. Enlightenment too, if you want to use that word.”

Saturday, January 23, 2016

Vagal Nerve Pathways, Contemplating Your Naval





"Protect against your navel getting cold
Few people realize that the navel is a vulnerable part on the body and that it is full of nerve endings under its very thin layer of skin. The navel, or belly button, is particularly sensitive to changes in temperature. "
 
DRAFT TO REWRITE:

This is interesting. The abdomen, and naval area is treated as a mechanical, chemical system.
There is a jump from basic digestion, to surgeries removing intestines: 
 In searching for proper discussion of nerves, circulation and anatomy of nerves around naval at all depths, little is shown clearly. As if intestines, nerves, fascia, are simply known about and need no extra attention beyond, basic digestion, defecation.
This page is an example of what comes up in googling naval info in summary: "below your belly button." I clicked to view and it  went straight to sexual info, and anus info. 

To review: Etheric Body, Nervous & Endocrine System

From Little-Guardian.com SHINE:
Part 3
The Etheric Body, Nervous & Endocrine Systems….. 3 of 3 | Little-Guardian.com
Part 2
http://www.little-guardian.com/archives/1333
Part 1
http://www.little-guardian.com/archives/1177


http://www.little-guardian.com/archives/1148
excerpt:


1. The etheric vehicle itself...

2. The nervous system...

3. The endocrine system...

4. The blood stream. This is the carrier of the life principle and of the combined energies and forces of the three above systems. This will be an idea of some novelty to the orthodox. The relationship of the circulatory system of the blood to the nervous system has not been as yet adequately developed in modern medicine. Much, however, has been done to relate the glandular system to the blood.

Only when these four interrelated systems are viewed as one integrated whole and as the four aspects of one vital circulatory system will the truth emerge. Only as they are acknowledged to be the four major distributing agents of the combined rays of the individual man will the true nature of material phenomena be grasped. It might be added here that:

1. The etheric vehicle from the circulatory angle, is governed by the Moon, as it veils Vulcan.
2. The nervous system is ruled by Venus.
3. The endocrine system is governed by Saturn.
4. The blood stream is governed by Neptune.

These four systems are in reality the manifestation of the four aspects of matter in its lowest or purely physical expression. There are other aspects of expression of the fundamental substance, but these are the four of greatest importance.